Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Friday, May 04, 2007
Weirdy
THis picture is taken at Pudu bus stand, while i was boring-ing waiting for 3.30pm to come...
You notice anything weird?
Excuse me? who the hell will notice stalls selling balloons at such stuffy place? WHo the hell will bother to buy balloons? KIDS??? Have you seen any kids in pudu holding balloons??? @@
I laugh my lung out see-ing this!!! Man, okay, fine "hell passport". I suppose in hell, they don't have immigration? Coz they have no passport to issue....so they will all depends on their beloved to burn for them. Wait, how do we know whether these are not fake? Why didn't we burn them IC or something? (maybe got pun!)
And LASTLY!
My hippo and T100 in my BP HOMIEEE~~~
My lappie is back alive. KNS format need to pay wan...i never know~~50 bucks! GRRR
I innocently thought its FOC.
Im going back tomorrow anyway. Can't study at all at home. I haven't touch a thing for micro. Been sleeping SOO DAMN MUCH!
CIao~off to study.
You notice anything weird?
Excuse me? who the hell will notice stalls selling balloons at such stuffy place? WHo the hell will bother to buy balloons? KIDS??? Have you seen any kids in pudu holding balloons??? @@
I laugh my lung out see-ing this!!! Man, okay, fine "hell passport". I suppose in hell, they don't have immigration? Coz they have no passport to issue....so they will all depends on their beloved to burn for them. Wait, how do we know whether these are not fake? Why didn't we burn them IC or something? (maybe got pun!)
And LASTLY!
My hippo and T100 in my BP HOMIEEE~~~
My lappie is back alive. KNS format need to pay wan...i never know~~50 bucks! GRRR
I innocently thought its FOC.
Im going back tomorrow anyway. Can't study at all at home. I haven't touch a thing for micro. Been sleeping SOO DAMN MUCH!
CIao~off to study.
Friday, April 27, 2007
exam sick
I am suppose to sleep at 11pm...which i lied myself on the bed till now, i get so frusfrated, so i get up. Suppose also to wake up at 4am to study. Mama said sleep early and wake up early to study better. Coz according to Professor Mama, she said between 10p,- 4am is the time where our nervous system need rest. If you force them to concentrate on studies, you will be very tired the next day. And when they are awake, you force them to sleep. And there was once that i tried to see whether it works...It worked!
only for the 1st time though....
So all my mind when i was lying on the bed was..."will i do well?"
When i came here, Yap Keong told me, i will do fine,
Yeap i know. But when you already work so hard, gave everything....you don't want to hear, 'you will do fine'
You want to confirm/affirm wateever firm that "I WILL SURELY DO WELL"
I remembered last time, during PMR, our teacher can easily tell us, "If you don't score A, don't come and see me"
Through this statement it shows how sure the teacher is, that you will get an A.
But now in University~~~ things are seriously out of control....
Like accounts just now...ARGGGG lets not talk about it. To sum up, I think i'd done all i can. OKay~ my basic is weak. But for my coursework mark is high, I daringly aim for a A- or at least a B.
Now? I don't even know i will pass...
Not donno how to do. Its hard to explain. TO THE HELL ACOCUNTING!!! I donno why i will end up in accounting course. Should have go for marketing, admin or what ever just not accounting.
Enough of bubblings...
I think i did kinda well in English. But my coursework marks were very low. I never care about coursework marks for english. Serve me right, I was too arrogant that i can easily obtain an A.
Now only i realised the coursework makrs were 40%. Which means is big impossible of you if you do so badly in coursework, to get A in final.
Tommorrow is law. Another scary paper. I've already understand everything but to memorise all the case, is like crazy.
SIGHHHH
Few days ago, i was so crazy that i tell my sis i don't want to study already. She told me, good! come back...i need helpers.
I serisouly underestimated university life.
I am so stress that my period came half the month late. I'll seriously suspect i am pregnant if i did something which is not suppose to be done. With all the cold waters and ice creams...URG!
Life is remarkably awful. 2 more weeks!
Oh yeah, my laptop spoiled. Thanks to finding lyrics lor....search until the next day, windows keep hanging. Scan no virus but ad-aware can't scan thorugh. It always stop at that particular fail. Does that means i kena spy-ed? Damn, i am using my housemate's comp now... What to do with my lappie huh?
Explaination for why so many typing error, because i am not using my own comp. Anyway, its 1.33am now. I think i should be either sleeping or studying now.
Till then,
thanks for reading!
only for the 1st time though....
So all my mind when i was lying on the bed was..."will i do well?"
When i came here, Yap Keong told me, i will do fine,
Yeap i know. But when you already work so hard, gave everything....you don't want to hear, 'you will do fine'
You want to confirm/affirm wateever firm that "I WILL SURELY DO WELL"
I remembered last time, during PMR, our teacher can easily tell us, "If you don't score A, don't come and see me"
Through this statement it shows how sure the teacher is, that you will get an A.
But now in University~~~ things are seriously out of control....
Like accounts just now...ARGGGG lets not talk about it. To sum up, I think i'd done all i can. OKay~ my basic is weak. But for my coursework mark is high, I daringly aim for a A- or at least a B.
Now? I don't even know i will pass...
Not donno how to do. Its hard to explain. TO THE HELL ACOCUNTING!!! I donno why i will end up in accounting course. Should have go for marketing, admin or what ever just not accounting.
Enough of bubblings...
I think i did kinda well in English. But my coursework marks were very low. I never care about coursework marks for english. Serve me right, I was too arrogant that i can easily obtain an A.
Now only i realised the coursework makrs were 40%. Which means is big impossible of you if you do so badly in coursework, to get A in final.
Tommorrow is law. Another scary paper. I've already understand everything but to memorise all the case, is like crazy.
SIGHHHH
Few days ago, i was so crazy that i tell my sis i don't want to study already. She told me, good! come back...i need helpers.
I serisouly underestimated university life.
I am so stress that my period came half the month late. I'll seriously suspect i am pregnant if i did something which is not suppose to be done. With all the cold waters and ice creams...URG!
Life is remarkably awful. 2 more weeks!
Oh yeah, my laptop spoiled. Thanks to finding lyrics lor....search until the next day, windows keep hanging. Scan no virus but ad-aware can't scan thorugh. It always stop at that particular fail. Does that means i kena spy-ed? Damn, i am using my housemate's comp now... What to do with my lappie huh?
Explaination for why so many typing error, because i am not using my own comp. Anyway, its 1.33am now. I think i should be either sleeping or studying now.
Till then,
thanks for reading!
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Mistake cannot be made
Some people say, "you don't fall, you don't grow"
yEAH, its true...but not for all. It depends.
There are certain mistake that human can't afford to make. Once you made, the losses you gain can never overcross the benefits you gain.
Eg. 1 : Once you made a wrong turn in highway, you need to turn a big round before reaching your destination. Oil = money, effort and time wasted. Benefits : experience = you'll know the way, so PROBABLY you won't made the mistake next time.
IF there is somebody teaching you the way to go, you save everything that I've mention above. And learn from the experienced people for the lesson he'd learnt.
1 stone kills 2 birds.
Eg. 2: You'd bought a 2nd hand car without doing much survey. Happened that you bought a not-so-good car, keep giving you problem and you spend money repairing...
You sell it? It depreciated already by time, technology, and by the word '3rd hand'.
You keep it? You are spending money every month to maintain the car. It requires time, that you don't have the car = inconveniece. Figure out the losses yourself.
If you do more survey, bring a reliable foreman, buy a better car, you save all the troubles.
Therefore, advises from experienced people helps alot most of the time.
That doens't means you follow their advise blindly. Always there are certain level of risks to take.
That is why, mix more to experienced people because they will lead you to the right path and eventually you will see your future path more crystal clearly. Because they've gone through, they know the loophole of situation. Aware of it and tells you so that you don't fall.
Take advise, give advise.
Be the take-advise-people. Try not to become give-advise-people.
Because we are not always so lucky to have someone reminding us, therefore if you unfortunately experienced the mistake, do give advise.
If you haven't make the mistake, think about the advised given to you.
yEAH, its true...but not for all. It depends.
There are certain mistake that human can't afford to make. Once you made, the losses you gain can never overcross the benefits you gain.
Eg. 1 : Once you made a wrong turn in highway, you need to turn a big round before reaching your destination. Oil = money, effort and time wasted. Benefits : experience = you'll know the way, so PROBABLY you won't made the mistake next time.
IF there is somebody teaching you the way to go, you save everything that I've mention above. And learn from the experienced people for the lesson he'd learnt.
1 stone kills 2 birds.
Eg. 2: You'd bought a 2nd hand car without doing much survey. Happened that you bought a not-so-good car, keep giving you problem and you spend money repairing...
You sell it? It depreciated already by time, technology, and by the word '3rd hand'.
You keep it? You are spending money every month to maintain the car. It requires time, that you don't have the car = inconveniece. Figure out the losses yourself.
If you do more survey, bring a reliable foreman, buy a better car, you save all the troubles.
Therefore, advises from experienced people helps alot most of the time.
That doens't means you follow their advise blindly. Always there are certain level of risks to take.
That is why, mix more to experienced people because they will lead you to the right path and eventually you will see your future path more crystal clearly. Because they've gone through, they know the loophole of situation. Aware of it and tells you so that you don't fall.
Take advise, give advise.
Be the take-advise-people. Try not to become give-advise-people.
Because we are not always so lucky to have someone reminding us, therefore if you unfortunately experienced the mistake, do give advise.
If you haven't make the mistake, think about the advised given to you.
Monday, April 16, 2007
pre-exam pressies
YEAY!!!
Yesterday i went to PC FAIR and got myself a thing that i long ago wanted.
(MIND YOU, yesterday PC Fair things like no need money...LIke the whole KL-ians went there~ FU*cking stuffy and hot...Me and Kelvin straight away no mood to buy things seeing people mountain people sea...Seriously don't understand why, things there aren't very cheap at all. You can get the same price or maybe cheaper from Lowyat, most important thing, you don't have to let people bang and bang)
Kelvin says, by the time he reach home at night, his shoulder will be both blue black...
He bought a Samsung 19" LCD for 665, Logitech gamer's keyboard and mouse RM 100, Earphone + Mic RM 25, Sonic Gear Woofer RM 209,and LG DVD burner i forgot how much.
(Altec Lansing woofer is super nice, with that kind of surround system, no need go clubbing already~~ HAHAHA But price also very nice larr, maybe i'll want it :P)
I bought a T100 and a 4in 1, wireless+modem+router+Adapter (RM 183)
A RED T100
I bought it in a very expensive price though. Kinda heartache, but still I am happy...hehehee
I was traumatizing at the begining. A camera shop booth earlier offered me RM1580, camera and 2GB memory card. When i told him i will consider and come back later, I was so happy already~~~
Later when i asked a Sony centre booth, he gave me a shocking expensive price(i forgot how much already). Then, when i told him people gave me 1580, with 2GB, he insist its impossible. THe worker there told me, the memory card fake one. WHen i asked him how to know its fake wan, the boss came in to the conversation. He asked for the price i offered, then point his finger at me, " I TELL YOU ARR...now alot of fake memory card...With that price, impossible is original one, we are the dealer, we know!" (KEEP POINTING THE FINGER AT ME)
By the time, i swear i won't buy from them. Expensive somemore so arrogant. Its FU*Cking irritating for to treat consumer that way. SUPER no manners...
I asked him (JUST TO GET HECK INFORMATION! everytime he points his finger at me, i feel like giving him a slap)
"so whats the different with original and pirated one?"
"HMMMPPP!! Pirated one, u go vacation, when u come back, your pictures all gone!"
"How to know whether its pirated or original? Who knows yours could be pirated one also~ @@"
"I am Sony dealer, won't sell pirated want"
"How i know? How to differentiate?"
"You see ar..., like this like this then original one. You see, the memory card there got red red colour, then is pirated wan. THey can make until so real."
The worker then trying to say something but the boss don't let him.
I purposely say a loud loud thank you to chase that boss away. And finally when he walk further, i asked the worker, "what you wanted to say just now about how to recognize the pirated one and fake one?"
THen he mention the sticker, but the boss come again~~ I was super annoyed then, and walked away.
For the time, i was super traumatize...i went again to the booth that offered me 1580 and request to see the memory card. He showed me, and really got red red thingy and somehow, i donno whether its illusion problem, the card looks fake.
LAGI CONFUSED @@
I call bryan to asked for his opinion, coz he just bought a camera not long ago, he said buy from dealer better.
We went for dinner then.
I was pestering Kelvin and VIvien. Both them said they won't care whether its reliable, coz that booth is a camera shop itself. Like handphones, you normally won't get original hp also. AP set, people also like this use. AS long as its cheap.
Then, 8pm, when we decided to buy everything that we wanted...
Becoz we passed by the 1580 booth first, so i decided to get that one. When i asked how much is T100, he said RM 1599, 1 GB. Earlier was 1499, 1GB, cost i upgrade the memory card to 2GB, thats why it became 1580.
Vivien was like "HUH???????? just now you told us 1499 lerr"
"Now price increase already" ( By the time its 9.15pm)
"How come can increase wan??"
"ohh, we have target to reach for the fair, now that we already reach the target, so price increase lor...anyway we left 1 in our booth, you want or don't want? who ask you go do so much of survey, we give you barutiful price, its deal or not deal right away."
KNS SUPER ARROGANT THESE PEOPLE
Vivien was pissed off already. THEy are depending on consumer's money to earn a living and yet they talk this way~~
I asked, " what colour is the ONLY ONE you left"
"black"
"fine, i don't want!"
@@
THen i went to the other dealer(so many dealer inside the fair), telling myself its more reliable buying from a dealer~~ Coz people said, things from this kind of shop, could be 'water product'. Means even the camera itself may be fake wan. Vivien said, you won't know whether they've drop the camera or its an old camera~~I donno whether its true though!
THe dealer offered me 1699, 1GB. THen when i asked for upgrading memory, she said i'll have to top up another RM 130.
I open mouth big big and gave her a shocking look. THe other guy saw my reaction, and asked the girl, how much you gave her?
THen he said, "okay, let me count, last price, you walk away, then no more..ok? you top up 50, i give you 2GB, leather casing, screen protector, tripod..bla bla"
We stand there and counted for a while, and decided thats the cheapest price for now. Since the last arrogant booth that sell the cheapest price when we did the survey just now, now gave us 1599 for 1GB.(already 9 plus)
Conclusion, never asked price from a girl if you are a girl yourself...
Later when i got home, feeling more and more heartache, i saw the memory card that i saw from the booth that offered me 1580 from the booklet inside my camera box...
Its the 1st with red colour for the base of the wording 'memory stick pro duo'...
So, I've paid extra of 170, more than enough to buy a screen protector and nicer casing...
Although its heart aching, I still keep telling myself,
ITS FROM DEALER!!1
PHEW~
CONCLUSION, next time when you wanna get luxuries product like this, don't be too aunty. When somebody offered you a reasonable cheap price, don't consider so much. Buy handsomely like rich people. DOn't do so much of survey because its tiring, in the end you get expensive stuff, and worse, you found out that you just bought an expensive stuff!!
SAY, "WRAP IT UP. Thank you"
Yesterday i went to PC FAIR and got myself a thing that i long ago wanted.
(MIND YOU, yesterday PC Fair things like no need money...LIke the whole KL-ians went there~ FU*cking stuffy and hot...Me and Kelvin straight away no mood to buy things seeing people mountain people sea...Seriously don't understand why, things there aren't very cheap at all. You can get the same price or maybe cheaper from Lowyat, most important thing, you don't have to let people bang and bang)
Kelvin says, by the time he reach home at night, his shoulder will be both blue black...
He bought a Samsung 19" LCD for 665, Logitech gamer's keyboard and mouse RM 100, Earphone + Mic RM 25, Sonic Gear Woofer RM 209,and LG DVD burner i forgot how much.
(Altec Lansing woofer is super nice, with that kind of surround system, no need go clubbing already~~ HAHAHA But price also very nice larr, maybe i'll want it :P)
I bought a T100 and a 4in 1, wireless+modem+router+Adapter (RM 183)
A RED T100
I bought it in a very expensive price though. Kinda heartache, but still I am happy...hehehee
I was traumatizing at the begining. A camera shop booth earlier offered me RM1580, camera and 2GB memory card. When i told him i will consider and come back later, I was so happy already~~~
Later when i asked a Sony centre booth, he gave me a shocking expensive price(i forgot how much already). Then, when i told him people gave me 1580, with 2GB, he insist its impossible. THe worker there told me, the memory card fake one. WHen i asked him how to know its fake wan, the boss came in to the conversation. He asked for the price i offered, then point his finger at me, " I TELL YOU ARR...now alot of fake memory card...With that price, impossible is original one, we are the dealer, we know!" (KEEP POINTING THE FINGER AT ME)
By the time, i swear i won't buy from them. Expensive somemore so arrogant. Its FU*Cking irritating for to treat consumer that way. SUPER no manners...
I asked him (JUST TO GET HECK INFORMATION! everytime he points his finger at me, i feel like giving him a slap)
"so whats the different with original and pirated one?"
"HMMMPPP!! Pirated one, u go vacation, when u come back, your pictures all gone!"
"How to know whether its pirated or original? Who knows yours could be pirated one also~ @@"
"I am Sony dealer, won't sell pirated want"
"How i know? How to differentiate?"
"You see ar..., like this like this then original one. You see, the memory card there got red red colour, then is pirated wan. THey can make until so real."
The worker then trying to say something but the boss don't let him.
I purposely say a loud loud thank you to chase that boss away. And finally when he walk further, i asked the worker, "what you wanted to say just now about how to recognize the pirated one and fake one?"
THen he mention the sticker, but the boss come again~~ I was super annoyed then, and walked away.
For the time, i was super traumatize...i went again to the booth that offered me 1580 and request to see the memory card. He showed me, and really got red red thingy and somehow, i donno whether its illusion problem, the card looks fake.
LAGI CONFUSED @@
I call bryan to asked for his opinion, coz he just bought a camera not long ago, he said buy from dealer better.
We went for dinner then.
I was pestering Kelvin and VIvien. Both them said they won't care whether its reliable, coz that booth is a camera shop itself. Like handphones, you normally won't get original hp also. AP set, people also like this use. AS long as its cheap.
Then, 8pm, when we decided to buy everything that we wanted...
Becoz we passed by the 1580 booth first, so i decided to get that one. When i asked how much is T100, he said RM 1599, 1 GB. Earlier was 1499, 1GB, cost i upgrade the memory card to 2GB, thats why it became 1580.
Vivien was like "HUH???????? just now you told us 1499 lerr"
"Now price increase already" ( By the time its 9.15pm)
"How come can increase wan??"
"ohh, we have target to reach for the fair, now that we already reach the target, so price increase lor...anyway we left 1 in our booth, you want or don't want? who ask you go do so much of survey, we give you barutiful price, its deal or not deal right away."
KNS SUPER ARROGANT THESE PEOPLE
Vivien was pissed off already. THEy are depending on consumer's money to earn a living and yet they talk this way~~
I asked, " what colour is the ONLY ONE you left"
"black"
"fine, i don't want!"
@@
THen i went to the other dealer(so many dealer inside the fair), telling myself its more reliable buying from a dealer~~ Coz people said, things from this kind of shop, could be 'water product'. Means even the camera itself may be fake wan. Vivien said, you won't know whether they've drop the camera or its an old camera~~I donno whether its true though!
THe dealer offered me 1699, 1GB. THen when i asked for upgrading memory, she said i'll have to top up another RM 130.
I open mouth big big and gave her a shocking look. THe other guy saw my reaction, and asked the girl, how much you gave her?
THen he said, "okay, let me count, last price, you walk away, then no more..ok? you top up 50, i give you 2GB, leather casing, screen protector, tripod..bla bla"
We stand there and counted for a while, and decided thats the cheapest price for now. Since the last arrogant booth that sell the cheapest price when we did the survey just now, now gave us 1599 for 1GB.(already 9 plus)
Conclusion, never asked price from a girl if you are a girl yourself...
Later when i got home, feeling more and more heartache, i saw the memory card that i saw from the booth that offered me 1580 from the booklet inside my camera box...
Its the 1st with red colour for the base of the wording 'memory stick pro duo'...
So, I've paid extra of 170, more than enough to buy a screen protector and nicer casing...
Although its heart aching, I still keep telling myself,
ITS FROM DEALER!!1
PHEW~
CONCLUSION, next time when you wanna get luxuries product like this, don't be too aunty. When somebody offered you a reasonable cheap price, don't consider so much. Buy handsomely like rich people. DOn't do so much of survey because its tiring, in the end you get expensive stuff, and worse, you found out that you just bought an expensive stuff!!
SAY, "WRAP IT UP. Thank you"
Thursday, April 12, 2007
CHange date again~
Can you believe it? I receive a message saying, the date of our micro exam, change back to 7th.
Because it is OVERLY-HILARIOUS to believe, i seriously don't believe it.
THen, when i was half believing, when i double confirm with my friend that informed me, she said, "other class already know, i think we were the last class to let inform about it"
Still don't believe it, but i was half happy already.
And just now when i check on the internet, yesterday i just did, and it says "... paper scheduled on 7th change to 21st April..."
now, it says "...the examination sessions for all examination sessions on Saturday, 21 April 2007 have been moved to Monday, 7 May 2007."
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA
I AM SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY~~~
GONNA SIAO ALREADY....
Yesterday, I was telling my housemate,
"I DON WAN STUDY ALREADY LARRRR....FASTER FIND 1 PEOPLE TO MARRY ME..."
THey give me that kind of look...then says, " ehh, u too stress already is it?"
HAHHAHAHAHHAHA
-_-"
Because it is OVERLY-HILARIOUS to believe, i seriously don't believe it.
THen, when i was half believing, when i double confirm with my friend that informed me, she said, "other class already know, i think we were the last class to let inform about it"
Still don't believe it, but i was half happy already.
And just now when i check on the internet, yesterday i just did, and it says "... paper scheduled on 7th change to 21st April..."
now, it says "...the examination sessions for all examination sessions on Saturday, 21 April 2007 have been moved to Monday, 7 May 2007."
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA
I AM SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY~~~
GONNA SIAO ALREADY....
Yesterday, I was telling my housemate,
"I DON WAN STUDY ALREADY LARRRR....FASTER FIND 1 PEOPLE TO MARRY ME..."
THey give me that kind of look...then says, " ehh, u too stress already is it?"
HAHHAHAHAHHAHA
-_-"
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Exam
Now i hope its an April fool prank...
Guess what, our timetable for examination was like this...
24/4 - English for business
26/4 - Accounting Framework 1
28/4 - Corporate and Business Law
30/4 - Quantitative Techniques 1
7/5 - Microeconomics
Thought I will have all the time in the world to study micro(1week is more than enough), so i focused on the other 3 difficult subjects.
TODAY, a lady came inside our lecture room, and told our econ lecturer, she has to make an important annoucement...
" attention! For you paper scheduled on 7th of May, is going to change to 21st of April which means, next Saturday."
********************
TO me, its still so unbelievable...I don't understand why their management and system can allow this hilarious thing to happen. What if some of the student didn't receieve the annoucement? How can they just change like that...when the timetable is already officially out.
Some people were very happy, because by this means our exam ends faster. @@
For me, I haven't touch a thing for micro. May god bless me, amen.
I am so running out of time!
4.14am, thats why I am here.
*********************
I think im going crazy.
Guess what, our timetable for examination was like this...
24/4 - English for business
26/4 - Accounting Framework 1
28/4 - Corporate and Business Law
30/4 - Quantitative Techniques 1
7/5 - Microeconomics
Thought I will have all the time in the world to study micro(1week is more than enough), so i focused on the other 3 difficult subjects.
TODAY, a lady came inside our lecture room, and told our econ lecturer, she has to make an important annoucement...
" attention! For you paper scheduled on 7th of May, is going to change to 21st of April which means, next Saturday."
********************
TO me, its still so unbelievable...I don't understand why their management and system can allow this hilarious thing to happen. What if some of the student didn't receieve the annoucement? How can they just change like that...when the timetable is already officially out.
Some people were very happy, because by this means our exam ends faster. @@
For me, I haven't touch a thing for micro. May god bless me, amen.
I am so running out of time!
4.14am, thats why I am here.
*********************
I think im going crazy.
Monday, April 02, 2007
April Fool
For 1 thing, who created this April fool Day?
I was in deep asleep, then somebody that i just went out with few days ago, lets name him Ah Fatt, he text me,
"I fall in love with you edi...."
I was awaked, shocked, and i think... couldn't be...but still everytime i give myself a benefit of doubt that its true. TO be safe, i reply him this,
"crazy ar? So late still don wan sleep..."
Then, for the benefit of doubt, I sms vivien to tell her, because ah fatt was originally her friend.
And she called me to say, "ITS APRIL FOOL LAR STUPID!"
I was like..hmm okay~ Let's play along...
"Haha go lie down on bed, try drink warm milk lo DARLING...i think i fall in love with you too...When we gonna start a relationship?"
He reply...
"Don't kidding ler..i easily fall in love one...dats why i keep a distance with pretty girl like you...For real...No joking...Somemore...i know myself...Hehe...I'm not a good choice! Haha"
"aiyoo don't say like that lar...i got alot of bad thing u donno only..."
"yala yala...wait i lose weight 1st mar right?"
"Not every girl judge people by physical appearance wan larr...aiyoo..."
And then....not happy of being fooled...i fool back people. So lazily, i forward his 1st message to those people that I kept in touch with recently; Kelvin, Raymond, Yap Keong, Ivan, Chyi Shiou...
Ivan totally ignores that message~~THUMBS UP!
***********
Chyi Siou ignores me until afternoon...which he says, he knows is april fool.
***********
Yap Keong nicely fool back the innocent girl like me. He says he just knocked down a pregnant lady, and is now in the police station. I of coz knew it could be a prank. SO i play along with him...
Apart of me was thinking the probabality of it that is true...
"Is it?!? Which police station? where knock? How's the condition? Anything I can help?"
"read newspaper tomorrow"
"What?? Wei...Don scare me..."
Later when he did not reply, I called him but he did not pick up. A part of me was quite worried. YEAH
THen in the afternoon he told me the truth. FAIR! Before that Raymond told me that I should have go and visit him in the police station~ So for that few minutes before YK told me the truth, I fucking think its real!
**********
Mr. Raymond nicely rejected me...wahahha
"Thanks...but i cant involved in any relationship rite now, sorry, just wanna hang loose...hope u find a better and more reliable guy."
So sweet of him...still got thanks and hope hope somemore!
By the way, who says in love must be in a relationship??? :p
Having to know he didn't realise i was fooling him, i carry on playing...muaahahaha
"No, i wan you...I'll wait. Im very stubborn. Hahaa"
Maybe this reaction by me was weird...He realised its April fool then. He text me "April fool"
He said he was lucky enough, happened to look at the calender.
REALLY LUCKY BOY!
***********
The highlighted one was KELVIN'S!!!!
"really ar...i feel the same too lo...so when we wanna start our relationship?"
Don't understand...fall in love must means have to start relationship merrr???
Anyway, i think this is most probably a fool...so i reply him this:
"Hahahhaa darn funny lar wei!!! I didn't know today is April fool until i kena played~"
"today is april fool meh? just pretend you never see my message just now...sorry!"
I didn't reply...coz i was so busy replying others...
"y din reply me? If wat i said just now was true, will you accept me?can you give me a chance?"
"Hahaa friend better la...I know that message is fake wan. I am the only one who donno today is April fool. Not don't reply, is busy replying other sms also! Hehe"
"Why can't you trust me this time! is not that easy for me to type that message and tell you how i felt. If you wanna reject just reply a no! Don't say its fake!"
"OK OK...Chill la...My answer is no lo...so garang..."
"y no leh...why can't you give me a chance to prove that im the right guy for you? Is it because im not as good as XXX thats why u can't accept me?"
"XXX is not good...I still have relationship phobia especially what happpened that night...And i prefer us being friends because i really treasure you(as friend)..."
"but i don wan you to treasure me as friend...i wan more than that. I wanna do things that friends can't do with you. I wanna date you, watch movies, eat breakfast, lunch and dinner together, sing k only both of us, i wanna hold your hand and be with you whenever you feel lonely, share our sadness and joy together. I;ll do anything you ask me to, i'll chance watever attiture that you don like..please give me a chance, my dear shiyee..."
ERRRR....i seriously thought its serious~ That above message touch me a little, and i get high getting such message from a good looking guy like him. But i'll have to admit is a little bit er xin.
For one thing, when he told me 11.40pm that it was a prank, he asked me not to angry. I was seriously glad and in fact, this ending is really what i had hoped.
Not because he is a bad guy or what, he is definately a Mr Right.
Anyway, when i told him i was glad, he asked me whether is he that bad..hahah
My answer is, "Jus no chemical~ I felt pity for that myself too..."
********
At the end of the day, I got myself entertained! Muaahahha and its a happily ever after ending...I was still worried how are we going to face each other as such a good friends, almost every day seeing each other...with Kelvin i mean...
YEAP! So now, I AM HAPPY!
*********
I purposely wake up from sleep to write such a long post LERRR~~!! So you know what to do horrrr....DROP COMMENT!!!
I was in deep asleep, then somebody that i just went out with few days ago, lets name him Ah Fatt, he text me,
"I fall in love with you edi...."
I was awaked, shocked, and i think... couldn't be...but still everytime i give myself a benefit of doubt that its true. TO be safe, i reply him this,
"crazy ar? So late still don wan sleep..."
Then, for the benefit of doubt, I sms vivien to tell her, because ah fatt was originally her friend.
And she called me to say, "ITS APRIL FOOL LAR STUPID!"
I was like..hmm okay~ Let's play along...
"Haha go lie down on bed, try drink warm milk lo DARLING...i think i fall in love with you too...When we gonna start a relationship?"
He reply...
"Don't kidding ler..i easily fall in love one...dats why i keep a distance with pretty girl like you...For real...No joking...Somemore...i know myself...Hehe...I'm not a good choice! Haha"
"aiyoo don't say like that lar...i got alot of bad thing u donno only..."
"yala yala...wait i lose weight 1st mar right?"
"Not every girl judge people by physical appearance wan larr...aiyoo..."
And then....not happy of being fooled...i fool back people. So lazily, i forward his 1st message to those people that I kept in touch with recently; Kelvin, Raymond, Yap Keong, Ivan, Chyi Shiou...
Ivan totally ignores that message~~THUMBS UP!
***********
Chyi Siou ignores me until afternoon...which he says, he knows is april fool.
***********
Yap Keong nicely fool back the innocent girl like me. He says he just knocked down a pregnant lady, and is now in the police station. I of coz knew it could be a prank. SO i play along with him...
Apart of me was thinking the probabality of it that is true...
"Is it?!? Which police station? where knock? How's the condition? Anything I can help?"
"read newspaper tomorrow"
"What?? Wei...Don scare me..."
Later when he did not reply, I called him but he did not pick up. A part of me was quite worried. YEAH
THen in the afternoon he told me the truth. FAIR! Before that Raymond told me that I should have go and visit him in the police station~ So for that few minutes before YK told me the truth, I fucking think its real!
**********
Mr. Raymond nicely rejected me...wahahha
"Thanks...but i cant involved in any relationship rite now, sorry, just wanna hang loose...hope u find a better and more reliable guy."
So sweet of him...still got thanks and hope hope somemore!
By the way, who says in love must be in a relationship??? :p
Having to know he didn't realise i was fooling him, i carry on playing...muaahahaha
"No, i wan you...I'll wait. Im very stubborn. Hahaa"
Maybe this reaction by me was weird...He realised its April fool then. He text me "April fool"
He said he was lucky enough, happened to look at the calender.
REALLY LUCKY BOY!
***********
The highlighted one was KELVIN'S!!!!
"really ar...i feel the same too lo...so when we wanna start our relationship?"
Don't understand...fall in love must means have to start relationship merrr???
Anyway, i think this is most probably a fool...so i reply him this:
"Hahahhaa darn funny lar wei!!! I didn't know today is April fool until i kena played~"
"today is april fool meh? just pretend you never see my message just now...sorry!"
I didn't reply...coz i was so busy replying others...
"y din reply me? If wat i said just now was true, will you accept me?can you give me a chance?"
"Hahaa friend better la...I know that message is fake wan. I am the only one who donno today is April fool. Not don't reply, is busy replying other sms also! Hehe"
"Why can't you trust me this time! is not that easy for me to type that message and tell you how i felt. If you wanna reject just reply a no! Don't say its fake!"
"OK OK...Chill la...My answer is no lo...so garang..."
"y no leh...why can't you give me a chance to prove that im the right guy for you? Is it because im not as good as XXX thats why u can't accept me?"
"XXX is not good...I still have relationship phobia especially what happpened that night...And i prefer us being friends because i really treasure you(as friend)..."
"but i don wan you to treasure me as friend...i wan more than that. I wanna do things that friends can't do with you. I wanna date you, watch movies, eat breakfast, lunch and dinner together, sing k only both of us, i wanna hold your hand and be with you whenever you feel lonely, share our sadness and joy together. I;ll do anything you ask me to, i'll chance watever attiture that you don like..please give me a chance, my dear shiyee..."
ERRRR....i seriously thought its serious~ That above message touch me a little, and i get high getting such message from a good looking guy like him. But i'll have to admit is a little bit er xin.
For one thing, when he told me 11.40pm that it was a prank, he asked me not to angry. I was seriously glad and in fact, this ending is really what i had hoped.
Not because he is a bad guy or what, he is definately a Mr Right.
Anyway, when i told him i was glad, he asked me whether is he that bad..hahah
My answer is, "Jus no chemical~ I felt pity for that myself too..."
********
At the end of the day, I got myself entertained! Muaahahha and its a happily ever after ending...I was still worried how are we going to face each other as such a good friends, almost every day seeing each other...with Kelvin i mean...
YEAP! So now, I AM HAPPY!
*********
I purposely wake up from sleep to write such a long post LERRR~~!! So you know what to do horrrr....DROP COMMENT!!!
Friday, March 30, 2007
Stupid
Stupid can be happy. However smart the person is, they hope they can laugh at silly jokes and hope for simple dreams. But they can't. THats something sad. Agree?
Haih, i am so free over the week. No more presentation and test. By this means my final is approaching. I gave myself a big break for this week, and then, I'll have to speed a little to catch up with my studies. Final on Mid-end April.
Zodiac for rabbit says that this year, we are better off stay happy being single. hahaaa Men can be so bad u know? Arrggg... I loves smart man. But im scared im being cheated. How?
******
I WANNA GET A SONY CYBERSHOT DSC-T100!!!!!!!!
Its so nice isn't it????
I will get it 1 day...
1 day..yeah!
Haih, i am so free over the week. No more presentation and test. By this means my final is approaching. I gave myself a big break for this week, and then, I'll have to speed a little to catch up with my studies. Final on Mid-end April.
Zodiac for rabbit says that this year, we are better off stay happy being single. hahaaa Men can be so bad u know? Arrggg... I loves smart man. But im scared im being cheated. How?
******
I WANNA GET A SONY CYBERSHOT DSC-T100!!!!!!!!
Its so nice isn't it????
I will get it 1 day...
1 day..yeah!
Monday, March 26, 2007
thanks to yap keong~
Yap Keong's blog
I have test at 2pm, presentation at 6pm.
Feel ultimately proud that im entertaining YOU! Well, since u entertained me yesterday when i was so bored~
But i seriously can't think of 6 weird things about myself lar... I AM A NORMAL PEOPLE WHAT...hiak hiak hiak
THe game goes like this, list out the 6 weird things about yourself, then tag another 6 people to write another 6 weird things, and list out the rules.
It started from Joanne who tagged YK. Joanne's blog
Weird thing number 1
Haihhh i really can't think of any~~
okay...maybe this is weird, i loves mirror. I can tune on my ipod, loud loud...and i dance myself in front of the mirror. In another way, i am actually convincing myself that im pretty, and im exercising PLUS learning how to dance better since i dance sucks!
I also look at myself in the bathroom, appreaciating the beauty of god's creation. AHaaa with messy messy hair~ YUMMY....
Weird thing number 2
I don dare to show BPians the crazy side of me. I just realised that myself also. It just happened that, that night when we were clubbing, 1st time ever with BPians, all SENIORS SOMEMORE...I donno how should i act. Coz BPians know the more serious side of me. And that kind of event, just made me so lost, didn't know what to do. So that night, I just keep pouring + act serious.
Weird thing number 3
A stupid sincere sorry can melts my heart. I am someone very forgiving. Even when u don't apologise, I will forgive you. My angry towards people(if happen) won't last for a day. A sorry after you've done something to me would actually made me feel guilty for making you feeling so bad to the extend of apologising...
Weird thing number 4
I really treated my hippo as living creature...a part of me. I will miss him(seriously). Hug him once i saw him and talk to him when we are alone. He sleeps beside me everynight whenever possible. Few months ago, during my dad's dead anniversary, we published it on the newspaper...I initially wanted to put hippo's name on it. But of course, mum and sisses forbid it.
Weird thing number 5
I don like wearing clothes in the bathroom after bathing. Normally i will only bring towel to the bathroom when im at kl, nothing when im at bp. So i will come out naked...nicely slowly wear my clothes in my room. Accidents do happen. Many people saw me naked already. Ahaaa....the worst case so far is, my friend's dad saw me running out of the bathroom to get something, and he just stunned there and i pretended he wasn't there, gracefully walk back to the toilet(what else can i do?). At his house! We pretended nothing happened after that. Luckily he is a nice guy! :p
Weird thing number 6
I collect perfumes...Its so weird to spend so much on perfume, keeping it in the drawer rite?...I have Gucci's envy me, Versache's bright Crystal(I have 2), DKNY's be delicious ( I have 2), Davidoff's cool water, 212 Carolina Herrera's On Ice. Sequence starts from the best i like. SO i have 7 bottles all together, I think i use a lifetime also cannot finish~ (tips: For men, use Polo's Double Black. It smells SOOOOO F*CKING NICE!)
Tagged
Stephanie
Sharman
Hui Xin
HanJin
Ivan
Brien
F*ck, its 1.25pm already~~
I have test at 2pm, presentation at 6pm.
Feel ultimately proud that im entertaining YOU! Well, since u entertained me yesterday when i was so bored~
But i seriously can't think of 6 weird things about myself lar... I AM A NORMAL PEOPLE WHAT...hiak hiak hiak
THe game goes like this, list out the 6 weird things about yourself, then tag another 6 people to write another 6 weird things, and list out the rules.
It started from Joanne who tagged YK. Joanne's blog
Weird thing number 1
Haihhh i really can't think of any~~
okay...maybe this is weird, i loves mirror. I can tune on my ipod, loud loud...and i dance myself in front of the mirror. In another way, i am actually convincing myself that im pretty, and im exercising PLUS learning how to dance better since i dance sucks!
I also look at myself in the bathroom, appreaciating the beauty of god's creation. AHaaa with messy messy hair~ YUMMY....
Weird thing number 2
I don dare to show BPians the crazy side of me. I just realised that myself also. It just happened that, that night when we were clubbing, 1st time ever with BPians, all SENIORS SOMEMORE...I donno how should i act. Coz BPians know the more serious side of me. And that kind of event, just made me so lost, didn't know what to do. So that night, I just keep pouring + act serious.
Weird thing number 3
A stupid sincere sorry can melts my heart. I am someone very forgiving. Even when u don't apologise, I will forgive you. My angry towards people(if happen) won't last for a day. A sorry after you've done something to me would actually made me feel guilty for making you feeling so bad to the extend of apologising...
Weird thing number 4
I really treated my hippo as living creature...a part of me. I will miss him(seriously). Hug him once i saw him and talk to him when we are alone. He sleeps beside me everynight whenever possible. Few months ago, during my dad's dead anniversary, we published it on the newspaper...I initially wanted to put hippo's name on it. But of course, mum and sisses forbid it.
Weird thing number 5
I don like wearing clothes in the bathroom after bathing. Normally i will only bring towel to the bathroom when im at kl, nothing when im at bp. So i will come out naked...nicely slowly wear my clothes in my room. Accidents do happen. Many people saw me naked already. Ahaaa....the worst case so far is, my friend's dad saw me running out of the bathroom to get something, and he just stunned there and i pretended he wasn't there, gracefully walk back to the toilet(what else can i do?). At his house! We pretended nothing happened after that. Luckily he is a nice guy! :p
Weird thing number 6
I collect perfumes...Its so weird to spend so much on perfume, keeping it in the drawer rite?...I have Gucci's envy me, Versache's bright Crystal(I have 2), DKNY's be delicious ( I have 2), Davidoff's cool water, 212 Carolina Herrera's On Ice. Sequence starts from the best i like. SO i have 7 bottles all together, I think i use a lifetime also cannot finish~ (tips: For men, use Polo's Double Black. It smells SOOOOO F*CKING NICE!)
Tagged
Stephanie
Sharman
Hui Xin
HanJin
Ivan
Brien
F*ck, its 1.25pm already~~
Friday, March 23, 2007
My friends!!!
A friend in need, indeed
Im so proud of them...
If you remember this post...ITS HER!
A Respectable Person
Btw, congrats to most of you, who did so well in stpm, u guys arr....stpm result like upsr result wan, all not 4 As den 5 As. *pening*
Im so proud of them...
If you remember this post...ITS HER!
A Respectable Person
Btw, congrats to most of you, who did so well in stpm, u guys arr....stpm result like upsr result wan, all not 4 As den 5 As. *pening*
On diet process~
What can you eat when you really on a serious diet??
NOTHING!
You can't eat bread, biscuit, etc (flour), no sweet stuff as sugar will make you fat, nothing rich in carborhydrate and protein, so you can't eat rice meat as well, of coz no oily food, butter...
ALL YOU CAN EAT IS...
VEGETABLES
THe 1st 2 weeks was horrible. I think that was the worse thing I've done to myself...Its both mental and physical torture... I am so used to eating supper that I seriously find life very stupid for me to diet like this.
With people tempting me, I was crying and shaking myself inside, asking why am I making myself like this.
Before this...
I will not eat breakfast, my 1st meal will start with lunch, then grabbing tibits or anything that can be reached when Im at home, then dinner at around 8pm or later, then supper...
I was so used to this schedule..and suddenly I will have to eat breakfast, I can't eat anything after 7pm, ate only vege for breakfast, then apples and tomatoes(its nice!! and good for your skin)
In the begining I don even feel like eating breakfast...Now, every night im looking forward to the next morning..WHY? Simply because im allowed to eat, filling my stomach!!!
THe most miserable part was at night, after 9pm, I felt damn much like eating...And my beloved housemates will start eating right in front of me. Challenge me at the time when i was at my weakest.
Determination in the end still won the battle. Mc(a housemate) just knew me so well that she manage to keep me not eating. And thank you for my housemates and their boyfriends for listening to my frowns and complaints. I know its irritating..haha
After getting a little bit of result, I gain back my little bit of confident...and
Today, seeing my sisters eating superd lontong in front of me was okay...I wasn't that tempted already.
I am so proud of myself!
But when i just got down from the bus, 2nd sis say...
"aiyoooooooOOOOooooo GIRL ARRRR!!!"
"what?"
"very fat lerr...no waist already larrr...chutchutchut"
"THATS WHY I AM ON DIET LAR! :("
"Never mind larr...(in a low volume) at least boobs got bigger"
"@@"
BIG SWEAT
NOTHING!
You can't eat bread, biscuit, etc (flour), no sweet stuff as sugar will make you fat, nothing rich in carborhydrate and protein, so you can't eat rice meat as well, of coz no oily food, butter...
ALL YOU CAN EAT IS...
VEGETABLES
THe 1st 2 weeks was horrible. I think that was the worse thing I've done to myself...Its both mental and physical torture... I am so used to eating supper that I seriously find life very stupid for me to diet like this.
With people tempting me, I was crying and shaking myself inside, asking why am I making myself like this.
Before this...
I will not eat breakfast, my 1st meal will start with lunch, then grabbing tibits or anything that can be reached when Im at home, then dinner at around 8pm or later, then supper...
I was so used to this schedule..and suddenly I will have to eat breakfast, I can't eat anything after 7pm, ate only vege for breakfast, then apples and tomatoes(its nice!! and good for your skin)
In the begining I don even feel like eating breakfast...Now, every night im looking forward to the next morning..WHY? Simply because im allowed to eat, filling my stomach!!!
THe most miserable part was at night, after 9pm, I felt damn much like eating...And my beloved housemates will start eating right in front of me. Challenge me at the time when i was at my weakest.
Determination in the end still won the battle. Mc(a housemate) just knew me so well that she manage to keep me not eating. And thank you for my housemates and their boyfriends for listening to my frowns and complaints. I know its irritating..haha
After getting a little bit of result, I gain back my little bit of confident...and
Today, seeing my sisters eating superd lontong in front of me was okay...I wasn't that tempted already.
I am so proud of myself!
But when i just got down from the bus, 2nd sis say...
"aiyoooooooOOOOooooo GIRL ARRRR!!!"
"what?"
"very fat lerr...no waist already larrr...chutchutchut"
"THATS WHY I AM ON DIET LAR! :("
"Never mind larr...(in a low volume) at least boobs got bigger"
"@@"
BIG SWEAT
Sunday, March 18, 2007
A reborn for me
I've come to a decision to lose down 8 kgs of fats after see-ing these pictures...
Seriously, i really think I look like a fat pig with other 3 girls so thin surrounding me in the pictures.
Stop saying I like to say im fat although Im not. The fact is, those pictures will convince you that im not exagerating...
Taken last week!
I haven't got myself into such a diet before...ONLY vege and apple everyday...
GOSH life like that is remarkably MISERABLE!!!!!
With my housemate everyday tempt me with delicious food...then ask me to lose down just the tiny 5kgs...then ask me to cook for them... then expecting me not to eat my own food...then midnight eating supper in front of me..then show me her look on how delicious it is...then asked me if i want..then says I've got no determintion to lose down weight when i got tempted...ARRGGGGGGGGGG
Im so tired of all these after just 1 week...I lost only stupid 2kgs so far...DAMN!
Sometimes when im so fedup like now(whole mind thinking of nice nice food), I asked myself why do I care so much...FAT THEN FAT LARR...haih WHO CARES??? GRRRR...
But I am still in the right conscious mind to know that this world is so realistic, oppurtunity comes with 1st impression...
Im gonna make myself prettier...rebond my hair, cut it and dye it at Kimarie probably this Thursday...
A reborn a punishment for myself for all the bad deeds I've done.
Seriously, i really think I look like a fat pig with other 3 girls so thin surrounding me in the pictures.
Stop saying I like to say im fat although Im not. The fact is, those pictures will convince you that im not exagerating...
Taken last week!
I haven't got myself into such a diet before...ONLY vege and apple everyday...
GOSH life like that is remarkably MISERABLE!!!!!
With my housemate everyday tempt me with delicious food...then ask me to lose down just the tiny 5kgs...then ask me to cook for them... then expecting me not to eat my own food...then midnight eating supper in front of me..then show me her look on how delicious it is...then asked me if i want..then says I've got no determintion to lose down weight when i got tempted...ARRGGGGGGGGGG
Im so tired of all these after just 1 week...I lost only stupid 2kgs so far...DAMN!
Sometimes when im so fedup like now(whole mind thinking of nice nice food), I asked myself why do I care so much...FAT THEN FAT LARR...haih WHO CARES??? GRRRR...
But I am still in the right conscious mind to know that this world is so realistic, oppurtunity comes with 1st impression...
Im gonna make myself prettier...rebond my hair, cut it and dye it at Kimarie probably this Thursday...
A reborn a punishment for myself for all the bad deeds I've done.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
The last entry...A conclusion.
Throughout the months in 2007, everyday can be said to be a blast to me. I've done so many things that I think I myself can impossibly do. I've proven so many things to myself. And now, I shall officially call it a stop. I need to get back to the track of my own life, the life that i really wanted.
Tell you, all the bad things that happened didn't and haven't blew me down. In fact, it made me realised im stronger than i think.
After all and all these hilarious irresponsible things happened, I am glad that I've killed my own curiousity out in people and learnt more about the secret that lies between human.
If tomorrow Im dead, I won't regret. Because I've tasted life while im young.
I don't care how people judge me now, because i know somewhere there in this world, there are a few of my very good friends, people who really believe in me, really understand what I am thinking, what I've gone through, have faith in me. For once you were, now you are, and always will be...Cheers my friend! Thank you ;)
Tell you, all the bad things that happened didn't and haven't blew me down. In fact, it made me realised im stronger than i think.
After all and all these hilarious irresponsible things happened, I am glad that I've killed my own curiousity out in people and learnt more about the secret that lies between human.
If tomorrow Im dead, I won't regret. Because I've tasted life while im young.
I don't care how people judge me now, because i know somewhere there in this world, there are a few of my very good friends, people who really believe in me, really understand what I am thinking, what I've gone through, have faith in me. For once you were, now you are, and always will be...Cheers my friend! Thank you ;)
Monday, March 12, 2007
Potential lesbian
So many people had told me that I have the potential to become lesbian. 1 of my cousin sister once were so freaking worried after knowing i was single for so long(last time)...then she talked to me, told me not to go to the wrong path, because once I step into the wrong side, there will have no returns even when you regret.
I was in fact myself quite worried too. I still felt a sense of liking towards guy, yes, but I've long ago lost faith in guys community. You can say that maybe i know guys too well, and understand them, or Im born with half the guy's charactor myself.
Since young, I have male friends more than female. They are like a part of me because we can cling together so well. My college mates for instance, never really treated me like a girl.
Yesterday when we talked about this issue with another cousin of mine, his sudden explaination of things made me shudder a little. Because I hardly really need somebody to take care of, and I am more to the take care of people type.
He said I am a combination of male and female, a mental of a man, and a physical of a woman.
Agree?
I think this is bad..."liang tou bu dao an"
***Recently I've become so serious, found out that i talk lesser and lesser these days.***
If 2 things to name that can ruin my life, that will be my own bold charactor and love.
I was in fact myself quite worried too. I still felt a sense of liking towards guy, yes, but I've long ago lost faith in guys community. You can say that maybe i know guys too well, and understand them, or Im born with half the guy's charactor myself.
Since young, I have male friends more than female. They are like a part of me because we can cling together so well. My college mates for instance, never really treated me like a girl.
Yesterday when we talked about this issue with another cousin of mine, his sudden explaination of things made me shudder a little. Because I hardly really need somebody to take care of, and I am more to the take care of people type.
He said I am a combination of male and female, a mental of a man, and a physical of a woman.
Agree?
I think this is bad..."liang tou bu dao an"
***Recently I've become so serious, found out that i talk lesser and lesser these days.***
If 2 things to name that can ruin my life, that will be my own bold charactor and love.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
nothing
Step's request for me to write..I told her I've nothing to write about, so she asked me to write nothing ;)
In fact, I've so many short short thoughts to write about. Having that I can't photo blog my LIFE, as the camera isn't working.
Here, Yesterday went to Qbar with bunch of people. It was an unforgetable memory to me,something i personally think very sweet happened.
Basically this whole week is filled with normal-scheduled day. A well get to rest week where i skipped alot of clases, slept alot.
I've got so many thoughts running in my mind now~~
Anyway, Perfect from Judith McNaught is fantastic book!!! I actually cried reading that book...It made me feel like being in love again, coz its SOOOOOO romantic LAAA~~hahha
In fact, I've so many short short thoughts to write about. Having that I can't photo blog my LIFE, as the camera isn't working.
Here, Yesterday went to Qbar with bunch of people. It was an unforgetable memory to me,something i personally think very sweet happened.
Basically this whole week is filled with normal-scheduled day. A well get to rest week where i skipped alot of clases, slept alot.
I've got so many thoughts running in my mind now~~
Anyway, Perfect from Judith McNaught is fantastic book!!! I actually cried reading that book...It made me feel like being in love again, coz its SOOOOOO romantic LAAA~~hahha
Friday, March 02, 2007
Kelvin's birthday
Somehow, the 10 of us cannot finish the 12 pieces of specially combined cheeses cakesss from Secret Recipe. So, we let the birthday boy feeds the people he wants to feed just to finish the cakes...And it ended up like this...
Kelvin says, "TO THE HELL, WHO ARE THE PEOPLE KEEP ON SAY WAN DIET? HMMMPP"
I was like, "OHHH OOO"
AND THEN....ARGGG...
I shall let the video do the talking...
I SWEAR 2 MONTHS NO CHEESE CAKE! Till now, my mouth smells cheese @@
In case you are wondering what am I doing at this hour, I am taking a break after a long night with QT(maths). Thanks for the test coming on Saturday~~
No joking, the failing rate for this subject was around 50% from my course, which is said to be the highest rate compared to other business course. Roughly giving you the idea how scary this subject is!
Kelvin says, "TO THE HELL, WHO ARE THE PEOPLE KEEP ON SAY WAN DIET? HMMMPP"
I was like, "OHHH OOO"
AND THEN....ARGGG...
I shall let the video do the talking...
I SWEAR 2 MONTHS NO CHEESE CAKE! Till now, my mouth smells cheese @@
In case you are wondering what am I doing at this hour, I am taking a break after a long night with QT(maths). Thanks for the test coming on Saturday~~
No joking, the failing rate for this subject was around 50% from my course, which is said to be the highest rate compared to other business course. Roughly giving you the idea how scary this subject is!
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Pieces of it
Too rational sometimes can be suffering, its bad. Too emotional is definately not a good one. I remembered my teacher once told me when me and Hazel was at her house confessing our problems...
She said, "you see, both of you are a combination of 1 too rational, and 1 too emotional... if you 2 can add both together and spread out equally, then things will turn out sweet."
In relationship; family and friends..
I was once too emotional...now, i think im rather too rational...
hahah
Why things just can't turn to be smoother?
When it comes to dealing with humans, things tend to get complicated~
How many people can let down all the pride, ego, and self principles...for just the one in your life?Can you?
Its hard...
yet, there are!
I've seen so many...
I wished i can, and someone can do that to me you know...
She said, "you see, both of you are a combination of 1 too rational, and 1 too emotional... if you 2 can add both together and spread out equally, then things will turn out sweet."
In relationship; family and friends..
I was once too emotional...now, i think im rather too rational...
hahah
Why things just can't turn to be smoother?
When it comes to dealing with humans, things tend to get complicated~
How many people can let down all the pride, ego, and self principles...for just the one in your life?Can you?
Its hard...
yet, there are!
I've seen so many...
I wished i can, and someone can do that to me you know...
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
unlucky january
Hp spoil, camera spoil...
please don't expect many updates, with my camera not working...i don't have SO much to write about. Addition to the fact that, Uni life is a bit pack with assignments and unfinished test...and of course not forgetting my happening life. HAHA
Anyway, this thursday will be Kelvin's birthday. Can't wait for the celebration!
Happy Birthday darling...(thats if u read! haaha)
Off to study...bye!
please don't expect many updates, with my camera not working...i don't have SO much to write about. Addition to the fact that, Uni life is a bit pack with assignments and unfinished test...and of course not forgetting my happening life. HAHA
Anyway, this thursday will be Kelvin's birthday. Can't wait for the celebration!
Happy Birthday darling...(thats if u read! haaha)
Off to study...bye!
Thursday, February 22, 2007
My maid
3 weeks ago...my maid ran away...
THIS, is a maid that we adored most...bought so many things for her, don't even allow anyone to scold her...coz she is just way so nice...
I really treat her like part of the family already...she worked for us 10 months...
today, she came back in a police car, with the construction guy behind my house...got caught at The Summit(shopping complex)..
From she was very thin when she just came here, she grows fat...all her own clothes she cannot wear dy...AND now, when we saw her in the car, she was so much way thinner...crying...
ITS SAD!
VERY VERY VERY SAD....
She don't come back in police car i still won't know i'll be so sad...
A somebody that you like so much, love, and cared...she ran away and came back in the police car...crying...
Probably she is now ultimately regret...then my mum, who was so heartache at that time, scolded her...i told my mum to just forget it. I was really so sad. My 2nd sis then went to scold her. I told them to just forget it. REALLY...can't bear to let her scolded...
afterall, everybody DO made mistakes...
Its kinda unforgiveable...WE REALLY TREATED HER DAMN NICE....but still...
Haih
Why in all reason that she run away. I told my sis i feel like going to the police station and ask her to give me a reason, WHY?
She have husband and a child....we treated her damn nice...
I cursed her everytime i wipe and vacuum the floor, wash the dishes, everytime i do the house chores...
But just, of all sudden when i saw her in the police car, no words can describe my feeling.
Heart ache!
THIS, is a maid that we adored most...bought so many things for her, don't even allow anyone to scold her...coz she is just way so nice...
I really treat her like part of the family already...she worked for us 10 months...
today, she came back in a police car, with the construction guy behind my house...got caught at The Summit(shopping complex)..
From she was very thin when she just came here, she grows fat...all her own clothes she cannot wear dy...AND now, when we saw her in the car, she was so much way thinner...crying...
ITS SAD!
VERY VERY VERY SAD....
She don't come back in police car i still won't know i'll be so sad...
A somebody that you like so much, love, and cared...she ran away and came back in the police car...crying...
Probably she is now ultimately regret...then my mum, who was so heartache at that time, scolded her...i told my mum to just forget it. I was really so sad. My 2nd sis then went to scold her. I told them to just forget it. REALLY...can't bear to let her scolded...
afterall, everybody DO made mistakes...
Its kinda unforgiveable...WE REALLY TREATED HER DAMN NICE....but still...
Haih
Why in all reason that she run away. I told my sis i feel like going to the police station and ask her to give me a reason, WHY?
She have husband and a child....we treated her damn nice...
I cursed her everytime i wipe and vacuum the floor, wash the dishes, everytime i do the house chores...
But just, of all sudden when i saw her in the police car, no words can describe my feeling.
Heart ache!
Parents
I have no doubt at all that parent give unconditional love to their kids. 20 years old I am, I truly understand that anything happens to us, parent will be the one, to stand for us no matter how bad the situation is. While friends may want to help, but helpless to help. Where parent, when they are helpless to help, they will still think of a way to make us feel better.
HOWEVER...
Parent sometimes may be over protective. They mean good for us, thats for very sure. Thought it is good for us. Though sometimes, parent might me too worried of us falling down, feeling sad and thus, help us in everyway to avoid such. I did not say that this is no good at all. BUT, sometimes human just need to fall down, to bang on walls, to feel the pain before they are awake.
Agree?
No one makes no mistake. Although parent may be very experience, yes they may be right, but too much of care and love towards a person always made the scene blur. When things involve with emotions, we tend to made the wrong decision...
All a child need to do, is listen to their advice, think it over, and see whether it helps on the situation you are facing. Afterall, ITS YOUR LIFE! So, YOU DECIDE...don't let anyone put a ring on your nose like a cow.
HOWEVER...
Parent sometimes may be over protective. They mean good for us, thats for very sure. Thought it is good for us. Though sometimes, parent might me too worried of us falling down, feeling sad and thus, help us in everyway to avoid such. I did not say that this is no good at all. BUT, sometimes human just need to fall down, to bang on walls, to feel the pain before they are awake.
Agree?
No one makes no mistake. Although parent may be very experience, yes they may be right, but too much of care and love towards a person always made the scene blur. When things involve with emotions, we tend to made the wrong decision...
All a child need to do, is listen to their advice, think it over, and see whether it helps on the situation you are facing. Afterall, ITS YOUR LIFE! So, YOU DECIDE...don't let anyone put a ring on your nose like a cow.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
I had too much fun dy...
Am sad...
Im like just being smashed up from a dream, and i wake up already...
HATE IT!
I've changed...yes..so much...played and thrilled myself too much...
I felt im irresponsible to myself now.
HATE IT!
I need someone now...NOW! anyone there? (hahaa)
HATE IT!
Why must it happened?
Where was the Shi Yee last time?
This is going to be a step ahead of my life.
Friends, thank you for trusting me. You know who you are. I love you guys! TRULY~
Im sad, i hate it because I disapoint my own self...(just im disapointed with myself)
And it happens that so many things happened today. ALL TOGETHER~~
With mum, 2nd sis, Wendy....I think Im going back to KL a little sooner than what I'd planned.
*BIG SIGH*
*taking a big big breathe*
I have a new mindset on personal responsibility and relationship dy!!!
WOAHHH...YEAYYYYY!!!
*giving myself an applouse*
I know I am stepping a step further of my life. Point there, ITS DEFINATELY BETTER. This worth celebrating...
CHEERS!
Let what happened a history, start anew. NOW N HERE :)
Thank you.
Thank you!
(i'll sleep late tonight...need digestion again~)
Im like just being smashed up from a dream, and i wake up already...
HATE IT!
I've changed...yes..so much...played and thrilled myself too much...
I felt im irresponsible to myself now.
HATE IT!
I need someone now...NOW! anyone there? (hahaa)
HATE IT!
Why must it happened?
Where was the Shi Yee last time?
This is going to be a step ahead of my life.
Friends, thank you for trusting me. You know who you are. I love you guys! TRULY~
Im sad, i hate it because I disapoint my own self...(just im disapointed with myself)
And it happens that so many things happened today. ALL TOGETHER~~
With mum, 2nd sis, Wendy....I think Im going back to KL a little sooner than what I'd planned.
*BIG SIGH*
*taking a big big breathe*
I have a new mindset on personal responsibility and relationship dy!!!
WOAHHH...YEAYYYYY!!!
*giving myself an applouse*
I know I am stepping a step further of my life. Point there, ITS DEFINATELY BETTER. This worth celebrating...
CHEERS!
Let what happened a history, start anew. NOW N HERE :)
Thank you.
(I donno who am i thanking, just feel very damn glad that till now nothing very serious had happened. I am just truly glad that everyone gave me the chance to repent. I am glad and happy now that I feel like crying...hehehe =p)
Thank you!
(i'll sleep late tonight...need digestion again~)
Monday, February 19, 2007
History
Was in the car after visiting relatives house...
Talking to mum in the car...about me when i was a baby. About the gynea(how to spell?) doctor of my mum's, asked my mum to give me to him as my mum already got 3 daughters n 1 son, and happened that he have no daughter.
SIS-ES all don't let.
THen, my mum's sis which happened that she is expecting a son also on October (im at July). So that uncle went to the hospital and said to my mum, "you don't look at your daughter, i straight away take to my house, then October, i'll give u my son, i won't look at him also. This way then won't be unbearable...
Most important...MUM SAID I WAS VERY CUTE THATS WHY MANY PEOPLE WANTED ME...hiak hiak hiak :P
SIS-ES all don't let also.
So, i donno why i will come out with that question and i asked my mum, "so did you regret keeping me? i feel very tin te(its a waste keeping me) mar.."
Mum said, "CRAZY".
3rd sis said, "you pay all the money mum have spent in you when she had you, then you still say 'regret' that word"
Then i asked again, "WEEIII got spent so much money mer" =.=" (lagi feel wasted)
CERITA CAME...
Sis said... HMMPPP!!!! LAST TIME 1st - 10th mum, i remembered mum always in and out hospital wan arrr....Until midnight Dr. Goh also come our house...coz mum was having period...DAMN ALOT...dad see liao also takut~~"
I was like "SIMER??" @@
Sis said, "YALAR...mum always not at home wan..."
Mum said " CANNOT EVEN SQUAD DOWN...squad dy, the blood all like rush out..."
Sis, "Thats why you 7 months come out dy mar"
mum, "yeahh...you really like jump out from hell, people say 7 die 8 born (qi si ba shen)"
Am glad...luckily i survived and healthy *wink*
Talking to mum in the car...about me when i was a baby. About the gynea(how to spell?) doctor of my mum's, asked my mum to give me to him as my mum already got 3 daughters n 1 son, and happened that he have no daughter.
SIS-ES all don't let.
THen, my mum's sis which happened that she is expecting a son also on October (im at July). So that uncle went to the hospital and said to my mum, "you don't look at your daughter, i straight away take to my house, then October, i'll give u my son, i won't look at him also. This way then won't be unbearable...
Most important...MUM SAID I WAS VERY CUTE THATS WHY MANY PEOPLE WANTED ME...hiak hiak hiak :P
SIS-ES all don't let also.
So, i donno why i will come out with that question and i asked my mum, "so did you regret keeping me? i feel very tin te(its a waste keeping me) mar.."
Mum said, "CRAZY".
3rd sis said, "you pay all the money mum have spent in you when she had you, then you still say 'regret' that word"
Then i asked again, "WEEIII got spent so much money mer" =.=" (lagi feel wasted)
CERITA CAME...
Sis said... HMMPPP!!!! LAST TIME 1st - 10th mum, i remembered mum always in and out hospital wan arrr....Until midnight Dr. Goh also come our house...coz mum was having period...DAMN ALOT...dad see liao also takut~~"
I was like "SIMER??" @@
Sis said, "YALAR...mum always not at home wan..."
Mum said " CANNOT EVEN SQUAD DOWN...squad dy, the blood all like rush out..."
Sis, "Thats why you 7 months come out dy mar"
mum, "yeahh...you really like jump out from hell, people say 7 die 8 born (qi si ba shen)"
Am glad...luckily i survived and healthy *wink*
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Friendship
Real friendship
requires no sorry,
no thank you.
When your friend
is in need, its the simplest
logic for a friend to help. And
for a friend to be helped.
-to vivien-
Isn't that what friends are for?
Happy Chinese New Year everyone!
requires no sorry,
no thank you.
When your friend
is in need, its the simplest
logic for a friend to help. And
for a friend to be helped.
-to vivien-
Isn't that what friends are for?
Happy Chinese New Year everyone!
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Summary
FINE!
TELL you what, tomorow is freaking Valentine. After 1 week of full schedule, suddenly today, I've got nothing at all to do in the list. Never mind about no idea on what to do or where to go tomorrow....when im about to update what happened over the week, my photos just don wan to upload...
I'll just summarize it here...
Last Tuesday night, we(Kelvin, Vivi) went to Halo Cafe and happened that Mandy and Eileen was there(Twenty, singer of Rokaro?). With a little bit of alcohol effect, we manage to get high due to...errr...TERLALU stress on the coming week.
After HaloCafe chased us away (1am), we decided to proceed to the mamak nearby. Playing the very scary game called 'truth or dare'. Basically, well, the 4 of us are a combination of all VERY SPORTING people (proud). And there it goes for the daring part, climbing up to a lorry head and then roar like a lion, standing on the chair and shout out loud to promote herself, kissing a stranger on lips, singing to a stranger and hug him after, lying on the centre of the road for like 5 secs, standing on the chair to sing chorus part of 'tong hua' loudly. YEAP, we did it all. CHEERS!
Most of other time were then spent in the library which add up together can be more than the total time I'd ever spent in library for my ENTIRE LIFE. Seriously, and amazingly we were very stressed up, to finish up the assignment...coz we have so many Mid-term tests chasing after. The discussion was quite interesting though. Nice team mates, except 1. *wink* Glad to have met you guys!
Last friday was Jen wai's birthday. It was fun and exciting where we made an extra cream cake ourself, and of coz we cupped his face into it. Not forgetting out ritual procedure which is, add all the leftover food together that are available on the table, then make everyone eat it. Mission failed though. Only 3 of us (Kelvin, JenWai and me) ate the yucky stuff. I have picture of it but sorry, this lappie just don wan to read my memory card.
Somebody from S'pore(my blog reader) told me, i complain alot in my blog...
After accepting his comments...i spare some time to think about it. And yeahhh~~I realised i've been complaining all the meaningless shit these few while. mUAHAHHAhahah
I like him as in he gave comments directly to me, frank and straight. Not like some anonymous, commented some bad stuffs without any prove,in a sudden out of blue, then left people with all the puzzle then go gone just like that lefting a name of "Anonymous"
So, i'll give less complains and focus more on thoughts and life. THank you for the comments..Appreciated!
Q Bar on Thursday...anyone?
TELL you what, tomorow is freaking Valentine. After 1 week of full schedule, suddenly today, I've got nothing at all to do in the list. Never mind about no idea on what to do or where to go tomorrow....when im about to update what happened over the week, my photos just don wan to upload...
I'll just summarize it here...
Last Tuesday night, we(Kelvin, Vivi) went to Halo Cafe and happened that Mandy and Eileen was there(Twenty, singer of Rokaro?). With a little bit of alcohol effect, we manage to get high due to...errr...TERLALU stress on the coming week.
After HaloCafe chased us away (1am), we decided to proceed to the mamak nearby. Playing the very scary game called 'truth or dare'. Basically, well, the 4 of us are a combination of all VERY SPORTING people (proud). And there it goes for the daring part, climbing up to a lorry head and then roar like a lion, standing on the chair and shout out loud to promote herself, kissing a stranger on lips, singing to a stranger and hug him after, lying on the centre of the road for like 5 secs, standing on the chair to sing chorus part of 'tong hua' loudly. YEAP, we did it all. CHEERS!
Most of other time were then spent in the library which add up together can be more than the total time I'd ever spent in library for my ENTIRE LIFE. Seriously, and amazingly we were very stressed up, to finish up the assignment...coz we have so many Mid-term tests chasing after. The discussion was quite interesting though. Nice team mates, except 1. *wink* Glad to have met you guys!
Last friday was Jen wai's birthday. It was fun and exciting where we made an extra cream cake ourself, and of coz we cupped his face into it. Not forgetting out ritual procedure which is, add all the leftover food together that are available on the table, then make everyone eat it. Mission failed though. Only 3 of us (Kelvin, JenWai and me) ate the yucky stuff. I have picture of it but sorry, this lappie just don wan to read my memory card.
Somebody from S'pore(my blog reader) told me, i complain alot in my blog...
After accepting his comments...i spare some time to think about it. And yeahhh~~I realised i've been complaining all the meaningless shit these few while. mUAHAHHAhahah
I like him as in he gave comments directly to me, frank and straight. Not like some anonymous, commented some bad stuffs without any prove,in a sudden out of blue, then left people with all the puzzle then go gone just like that lefting a name of "Anonymous"
So, i'll give less complains and focus more on thoughts and life. THank you for the comments..Appreciated!
Q Bar on Thursday...anyone?
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Betraying the girlshood...
If you are headache-ing what to give you darling on Valentine's day, here is a tip...
Many girls claim they dislike flowers rite?THE SECRET IS: ITS NOT TRUE. I mean, okay, part of it was true. Cause we girls, don't like guys to waste money. Coz flowers die easily and after soon, it will leave no value. But still, the truth is that, we like flowers laarr... is a waste of money, hell yeah, but receiving flowers from somebody is really sweet. Its not about receiving the flower from who or whatever...its more on, "oh i receieved flowers" or "someone someone...gave me flowers". The girls somehow feel very proud getting flowers...ESPECIALLY on valentines day.
I can assured you, almost every girls love them.
Not to say all girls like roses...some girls prefered sunflower, lily...
So make sure all the boyfriends reading my blog do the work. Buy a bouquet of flowers for you girlfriend ya.
By the way, give it to your friend isn't a bad idea also rite?
Many girls claim they dislike flowers rite?THE SECRET IS: ITS NOT TRUE. I mean, okay, part of it was true. Cause we girls, don't like guys to waste money. Coz flowers die easily and after soon, it will leave no value. But still, the truth is that, we like flowers laarr... is a waste of money, hell yeah, but receiving flowers from somebody is really sweet. Its not about receiving the flower from who or whatever...its more on, "oh i receieved flowers" or "someone someone...gave me flowers". The girls somehow feel very proud getting flowers...ESPECIALLY on valentines day.
I can assured you, almost every girls love them.
Not to say all girls like roses...some girls prefered sunflower, lily...
So make sure all the boyfriends reading my blog do the work. Buy a bouquet of flowers for you girlfriend ya.
By the way, give it to your friend isn't a bad idea also rite?
Friday, February 09, 2007
People I can't deal with...
If i say a thing in a simplest way, you don understand...
1 time...
(I explain)
2 times...
(I explain again)
3 times...
(I WILL EXPLAIN IN A VERY BAD MANNER LORR...)
As in, trying hard to control myself so that i won't lose my temper...Imagine, he was like, don't join into the disscusion, then probably not listening...then he can like, told us the thing that we had just finished discussing...then we will need to explain to him (rightbefore after we just made everybody else understand), if 1 time nevermind LARR...but like 3 times! Also donno whether he understand or not...coz i bet he sensed that if he asked for the 4th time, we will burst out already.
Having the fact that, we are so stressed already...Please don't test my patience in crucial times like this LOR~~!!
I tried my best to avoid explaining to him dy. Let the rest lose their temper which almost happened today. So all the while after I've tried and tried, I left it to my assignment teamates to do the fantastic job(explaining to him)....
In the end i made up my mind that I will just look at him with that kind of look @@. Holding my breathe and try to hide my sour face inside.
Stay peace...he don't mean it i know. But thats even worse~ coz you can't get angry with him
1 time...
(I explain)
2 times...
(I explain again)
3 times...
(I WILL EXPLAIN IN A VERY BAD MANNER LORR...)
As in, trying hard to control myself so that i won't lose my temper...Imagine, he was like, don't join into the disscusion, then probably not listening...then he can like, told us the thing that we had just finished discussing...then we will need to explain to him (right
Having the fact that, we are so stressed already...Please don't test my patience in crucial times like this LOR~~!!
I tried my best to avoid explaining to him dy. Let the rest lose their temper which almost happened today. So all the while after I've tried and tried, I left it to my assignment teamates to do the fantastic job(explaining to him)....
In the end i made up my mind that I will just look at him with that kind of look @@. Holding my breathe and try to hide my sour face inside.
Stay peace...he don't mean it i know. But thats even worse~ coz you can't get angry with him
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Bad NY and V
Next monday(12/2) = Framework Accounting test 1
Next tuesday(13/2) = Microeconomics test 1
Next Wednesday(14/2) = English Assignment due (VALENTINE!!!)
Next Thursday(15/2) = Business Law presentation
Next Friday(16/2) = Business Law assginment due
Friday(16/2) Im going back hometown....Tell me, when can i shop for my new year clothes? Why can't they just don't sqeeze everything together, ON THE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE WEEK STILL!!!
(Under serious stress!!!!!!!)
Next tuesday(13/2) = Microeconomics test 1
Next Wednesday(14/2) = English Assignment due (VALENTINE!!!)
Next Thursday(15/2) = Business Law presentation
Next Friday(16/2) = Business Law assginment due
Friday(16/2) Im going back hometown....Tell me, when can i shop for my new year clothes? Why can't they just don't sqeeze everything together, ON THE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE WEEK STILL!!!
(Under serious stress!!!!!!!)
Friday, February 02, 2007
I-hate-to-get-pressie
This post might offend MANY people. Im sorry if you guys saw those that were given to me.JUST...
I had enough of teddys...there are lots more in somewhere the corner of my hommie...More than the homosapiens in my house dy. So, please...
NO MORE SOFT TOYS!
Thank you.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
On the journey...
To prove the theory right; boat reach shore will straight,
To prove everything will be alright,
To prove sunshine after rain,
To prove darkest before dawn...
Yesterday, i ignored everything, classes, lectures, the replacement class, assignment, attendance, bus ticket that haven't buy(its public holiday), meeting that had been arranged....
Immediately packed then came back to hometown right away.
Left a few messages to my pals before i go(tell them to mark my attendance, and cancel off the meeting), somehow i felt sorry for throwing everything to them just like that, leaving them with a huge question mark(which i know) and they didn't question further knowing something must have happened.
Once again, thank you for letting me being irresponsible.
So, im back home safely...its straight! :) I've proven!
I kinda love the long journey on the bus alone with a bunch of strangers. This is nice when you are moodless, cause you didn't have to entertain anybody but yourself and people won't be saying you are tiao geh laa, hao lian laa...whatever things that human can think of, just because you aren't smiling.
Well, this isn't the 1st time I do such a thing. No regret yet. In fact im glad that i came back LOL.
The 1st thing i did was hug my baby hippo! HE IS SOOOOO CUTEEE!!!!!!!!!
(Awww miss him already..)
But soon found that the wireless isn't available anymore, so I'll have to online in a normal way. Can't online in my room nymore~
FOOD FOOD & FOOD.
From 53+kg to 51.2kg this morning(target 49kg)...Came back, all I do was makan...for the freaking 24 hours, the only thing i ate was maggi in the morning, was on diet for chinese new year(the fact that sg long's food was horrible and lazy to eat outside, waste money also). I planned not to eat(used to tucking 1 meal daily) but food in bp are just too irresistable. So, there goes my supper when my sis tempt me.
So, afterall, things did get better. Theory proves right. So im happier i guess...
To prove everything will be alright,
To prove sunshine after rain,
To prove darkest before dawn...
Yesterday, i ignored everything, classes, lectures, the replacement class, assignment, attendance, bus ticket that haven't buy(its public holiday), meeting that had been arranged....
Immediately packed then came back to hometown right away.
Left a few messages to my pals before i go(tell them to mark my attendance, and cancel off the meeting), somehow i felt sorry for throwing everything to them just like that, leaving them with a huge question mark(which i know) and they didn't question further knowing something must have happened.
Once again, thank you for letting me being irresponsible.
So, im back home safely...its straight! :) I've proven!
I kinda love the long journey on the bus alone with a bunch of strangers. This is nice when you are moodless, cause you didn't have to entertain anybody but yourself and people won't be saying you are tiao geh laa, hao lian laa...whatever things that human can think of, just because you aren't smiling.
Well, this isn't the 1st time I do such a thing. No regret yet. In fact im glad that i came back LOL.
The 1st thing i did was hug my baby hippo! HE IS SOOOOO CUTEEE!!!!!!!!!
(Awww miss him already..)
But soon found that the wireless isn't available anymore, so I'll have to online in a normal way. Can't online in my room nymore~
FOOD FOOD & FOOD.
From 53+kg to 51.2kg this morning(target 49kg)...Came back, all I do was makan...for the freaking 24 hours, the only thing i ate was maggi in the morning, was on diet for chinese new year(the fact that sg long's food was horrible and lazy to eat outside, waste money also). I planned not to eat(used to tucking 1 meal daily) but food in bp are just too irresistable. So, there goes my supper when my sis tempt me.
So, afterall, things did get better. Theory proves right. So im happier i guess...
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Intention
When you want to blast out your angriness to someone who had just said something horrible...
THINK
of the intention.
As long as the intention was good, cares not about how hurtful the words are. Just take the advice,
think about the caring and forget about the hurting words.
DON blast your angriness out.
THINK more on the intention...
Then, tell yourself, he/she meant good and 1 more friend is better than 1 more enemy.
*deep breathe*
THINK
of the intention.
As long as the intention was good, cares not about how hurtful the words are. Just take the advice,
think about the caring and forget about the hurting words.
DON blast your angriness out.
THINK more on the intention...
Then, tell yourself, he/she meant good and 1 more friend is better than 1 more enemy.
*deep breathe*
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Mumblings
After long time of struggling, decision has been made. Confession here is, im single already.. again? hahaha
Didn't change my friendster's status because i don feel like being disturbed by anybody so far...not that im not friendly..but people get interested with you purely due to your look, it kinda pissed me a little. I am(perhaps was) happy with my current status...BUT all of a sudden...i felt empty and lonely LOL
ignores me saying that..
Feeling is kind of heavy now...maybe too many days I had been quarantine at home, since Friday. This is a bit weird for me. My upside down time too, makes my life weirdy...I slept at 5sth yesterday...and guess what I did in that wee hours? BATH...
Many things happened since I came up to KL. I need a little time to digest and get sufficient of nutriens out of it. Before I got myself sick.
Nothing much I can say here...so till then, CHEERS.
Didn't change my friendster's status because i don feel like being disturbed by anybody so far...not that im not friendly..but people get interested with you purely due to your look, it kinda pissed me a little. I am(perhaps was) happy with my current status...BUT all of a sudden...i felt empty and lonely LOL
ignores me saying that..
Feeling is kind of heavy now...maybe too many days I had been quarantine at home, since Friday. This is a bit weird for me. My upside down time too, makes my life weirdy...I slept at 5sth yesterday...and guess what I did in that wee hours? BATH...
Many things happened since I came up to KL. I need a little time to digest and get sufficient of nutriens out of it. Before I got myself sick.
Nothing much I can say here...so till then, CHEERS.
Friday, January 26, 2007
1 more step to hell
Can u imagine u just made someone almost died?
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How are you going to face his parents?
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Yourself?
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Carry on living in this world facing all the blames...(MAY BE no ppl blame you, but you automatically will feel it rite?)
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Yesterday we just sent someone to General Hospital...and according to him(later) the medical report says, his heart stop beating for 3 minutes, they jolt him up while resuscitate him...luckily, he was saved.
Im at most sincere sorry for the happening.
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How are you going to face his parents?
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Yourself?
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Carry on living in this world facing all the blames...(MAY BE no ppl blame you, but you automatically will feel it rite?)
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Yesterday we just sent someone to General Hospital...and according to him(later) the medical report says, his heart stop beating for 3 minutes, they jolt him up while resuscitate him...luckily, he was saved.
Im at most sincere sorry for the happening.
Monday, January 22, 2007
University Life
Not that i want to complain about my Uni...but u see yourself how troublesome it is.
So this is what happen today..
Never mind about the sun blazzzing just above our brains...but the lift is pack like this..
Never mind about the lift, we are young, so we can take stairs to 7th floor...and it is like in this condition...
Lecture hall like this, note that the lecturer is blocking more than half of the screen...
Even until 4pm, the lobby is pack like this...
Miraclely our 2 lengcais follow the rules...As for the girls...rule are meant to be broken. HAHA More than half of the lecture hall wore formal attire...LOL
Names were jotted down at the entrance for those whose slogan is "rules are meant to be broken" but i told my friend just pura-pura like you jot down your name, then go in. So our names wasn't there...HIAK HIAK HIAK
So this is what happen today..
Never mind about the sun blazzzing just above our brains...but the lift is pack like this..
Never mind about the lift, we are young, so we can take stairs to 7th floor...and it is like in this condition...
Lecture hall like this, note that the lecturer is blocking more than half of the screen...
Even until 4pm, the lobby is pack like this...
Miraclely our 2 lengcais follow the rules...As for the girls...rule are meant to be broken. HAHA More than half of the lecture hall wore formal attire...LOL
Names were jotted down at the entrance for those whose slogan is "rules are meant to be broken" but i told my friend just pura-pura like you jot down your name, then go in. So our names wasn't there...HIAK HIAK HIAK
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Its my mistake
I was browsing through the testimonials people wrote for me. And i stop at vivien's one. Saying that there is nothing we can't talk about. Then, i realise that the 3 best friends, me, vivien and Kelvin...there seems to be alot that we can't talk about already...
So, automatically...i am repent-ing....thinking why.
I found my answer.
Sometimes i think, whenever im very close to someone, i tend to act emotionally. And therefore, its hard for me to accept things that i think not right happening to them. Somehow then, I will talk to them, if they don't listen, advise them, if they don't listen, scold them, if they don't listen, threathen them, if they don;t listen....im left without knowing what happened next.
They are tired of explaining...im tired of listening to their excuses...
I thought something bad is just bad...after I really did a lot of thinking, maybe there are many things that cannot be explained behind closed door...
This occurs to Kelvin. Until i see him with my own eyes that he is smoking. Vivien was in the middle of us both. She tried hard to tell me to accept the fact as she already did. I struggle a little. And today, now, maybe i don give a damn anymore..or maybe im trying to be more acceptive..so that i won't be left without knowing what happened next.
Should I care less about people? Its a question mark.
I actually caught him smoking already...but he just don't admit it. That day, when we almost quarreled about this issue, he said he didn't want to admit because he didn't want to explain having to know that i will not accept any excuses.
Well, that is kinda true. I seems to be too stubborn in this issue. Afterall, who cares? haha
I will be more understanding...promised!
So, automatically...i am repent-ing....thinking why.
I found my answer.
Sometimes i think, whenever im very close to someone, i tend to act emotionally. And therefore, its hard for me to accept things that i think not right happening to them. Somehow then, I will talk to them, if they don't listen, advise them, if they don't listen, scold them, if they don't listen, threathen them, if they don;t listen....im left without knowing what happened next.
They are tired of explaining...im tired of listening to their excuses...
I thought something bad is just bad...after I really did a lot of thinking, maybe there are many things that cannot be explained behind closed door...
This occurs to Kelvin. Until i see him with my own eyes that he is smoking. Vivien was in the middle of us both. She tried hard to tell me to accept the fact as she already did. I struggle a little. And today, now, maybe i don give a damn anymore..or maybe im trying to be more acceptive..so that i won't be left without knowing what happened next.
Should I care less about people? Its a question mark.
I actually caught him smoking already...but he just don't admit it. That day, when we almost quarreled about this issue, he said he didn't want to admit because he didn't want to explain having to know that i will not accept any excuses.
Well, that is kinda true. I seems to be too stubborn in this issue. Afterall, who cares? haha
I will be more understanding...promised!
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Maison
Risking myself to be killed..i decided to post up the pictures that i personally think...errr....more appropriate to be publish here..err...many sensoredother insane one like kissing and hugging pictures...if i post it up, den err..most likely u guys won't be able to see me again...
So...here they are..last thursday we went to Maison, thanks to edward, we got the vip place upstairs..(I didn't know my place is so near to KL, we only take around 25 minutes to reach...MIRACLELY..)
The friendship is built with Dewar's 12 years..
2 people die under this fellow's hand. She super know how to make people drunk LORR...i also almost die..can u imagine we almost french kiss???? MY GOWD...luckily i turn my head and avoid for like 30 secs...STILL she gave up. Hugs were okay laa..
3 jars of long island...thank you guys!
He is a nice guy!!!
The girls...
EVERYONE! (some people is not in the picture...)
This is the 1st time i went to maison on thursday..comments?Its a ladies night so the place goes too crowded till no space for you to dance. Everyone was like pushing each other sweatily... But still, all in all it was an enjoyable night with these fellows...1st time club with my mates...they were great. We shall go together again soon... ;)
So...here they are..last thursday we went to Maison, thanks to edward, we got the vip place upstairs..(I didn't know my place is so near to KL, we only take around 25 minutes to reach...MIRACLELY..)
The friendship is built with Dewar's 12 years..
2 people die under this fellow's hand. She super know how to make people drunk LORR...i also almost die..can u imagine we almost french kiss???? MY GOWD...luckily i turn my head and avoid for like 30 secs...STILL she gave up. Hugs were okay laa..
3 jars of long island...thank you guys!
He is a nice guy!!!
The girls...
EVERYONE! (some people is not in the picture...)
This is the 1st time i went to maison on thursday..comments?Its a ladies night so the place goes too crowded till no space for you to dance. Everyone was like pushing each other sweatily... But still, all in all it was an enjoyable night with these fellows...1st time club with my mates...they were great. We shall go together again soon... ;)
Sad
The pros and cons. Advantages and disadvantages. Everything has it. To be independant is good. But sometimes, when you are too independant, you don't need much friends anymore. You need not somebody to take care of you...and therefore, less communication with people made you someone a loner.
SIGH
You can't have fun coz you are too responsible that you need to make sure everyone is in piece. You keep worying that something might goes wrong...I suddenly felt my life is so tiring. Unfinished stuff to do. In another way, its good because at least its occupied.
Im making a big decision,
considering and
lets hope i won't regret.
I donno how am i going to start
or how am i going to stop.
all i know is i can't go on anymore
this is not a place for me
Not anymore
Not anymore
Not anymore
No more
So shall i start?
or shall i stop?
am confused
am lost
I donno what to do..
please tell me
I donno how am i going to start
or how am i going to stop.
But i know i can't stay here anymore
this is not a place for me...
no more
not anymore
not anymore
not anymore
TO the hell, everybody. CHEERS!
SIGH
You can't have fun coz you are too responsible that you need to make sure everyone is in piece. You keep worying that something might goes wrong...I suddenly felt my life is so tiring. Unfinished stuff to do. In another way, its good because at least its occupied.
Im making a big decision,
considering and
lets hope i won't regret.
I donno how am i going to start
or how am i going to stop.
all i know is i can't go on anymore
this is not a place for me
Not anymore
Not anymore
Not anymore
No more
So shall i start?
or shall i stop?
am confused
am lost
I donno what to do..
please tell me
I donno how am i going to start
or how am i going to stop.
But i know i can't stay here anymore
this is not a place for me...
no more
not anymore
not anymore
not anymore
TO the hell, everybody. CHEERS!
Thursday, January 18, 2007
This place has undescribe-able words of nice-nest. I can't help but feeling human is tiny, world is big when i was watching it together with my friends. But when u spread your arms..you seems to be able to hold the world. I can't help but feeling life is beautiful when you see this kind of scenery. With stars above...is a perfect place to talk all your sorrow out. This place is located at hulu langat. Very very very secluded place.
Note : pls go in a big group. Its kinda eerie journey there and i seriously regreted until we reach the place. Everything worth it.
Two thumbs up for this place. We stand there for half and hour, appreaciating the beauty of life. I was asking vivien, why this place is not developed...bla..should build a place to eat, carparks...selling stuff...then a friend of ours said, he will sell condoms. HAHAH...I say, should build up an inn or something(got bed enough), vivien say, yeah...make it whole piece glass..so that you can make baby while enjoying the view, looking at the stars...
Says me, if this really happen(make baby part), everything is worth it. The petrol oil(is a journey, abt 40 minutes from my place), time, money(for paying the inn) and efforts.... I will die here happily doing it with the people i love. Hahaha
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