Potential lesbian

So many people had told me that I have the potential to become lesbian. 1 of my cousin sister once were so freaking worried after knowing i was single for so long(last time)...then she talked to me, told me not to go to the wrong path, because once I step into the wrong side, there will have no returns even when you regret.

I was in fact myself quite worried too. I still felt a sense of liking towards guy, yes, but I've long ago lost faith in guys community. You can say that maybe i know guys too well, and understand them, or Im born with half the guy's charactor myself.

Since young, I have male friends more than female. They are like a part of me because we can cling together so well. My college mates for instance, never really treated me like a girl.

Yesterday when we talked about this issue with another cousin of mine, his sudden explaination of things made me shudder a little. Because I hardly really need somebody to take care of, and I am more to the take care of people type.

He said I am a combination of male and female, a mental of a man, and a physical of a woman.

Agree?

I think this is bad..."liang tou bu dao an"

***Recently I've become so serious, found out that i talk lesser and lesser these days.***

If 2 things to name that can ruin my life, that will be my own bold charactor and love.