Tuesday, April 02, 2013


When spotlights shine on you,
1) ppl are watching ur every move, waiting for tiniest mistake to happen. Watch out for every move. Stay low.

2) do what u do and grab whatever opportunity happens, ignores ppl judgement.

3) im so scared now..all highlights on me. Not knowing whats behind the story always kept me imagining. .imagining myself means negative..im a faithless person..

This should all be good..im going Dubai this sunday.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

I am doing something so extra ordinary. I like it, although I am scared, aren't sure whether this is right or wrong, but I just knew so well that I am enjoying it. Afraid of the "if" it didn't turn out well FEAR....

I guess I've just ignore the whole world, dump all the worries and enjoy what it is now. So far so good. Thank god I manage to let go of all the fearful past. I am truly glad and I am living.

Wednesday, December 07, 2011


Its the year end and its time for appraisal... hope I am able to fast forward the track...

I really wish I could..

Wish me super luck ~

Wednesday, November 16, 2011


Heavy rain..another fantastic day.. Dono why work seems to be pilling up and up, and I really doubt if I can cope it..

Friday, November 11, 2011

I am an extremist!

I am a weird person..when I can't be sure about I would be happy picking calls, going out, or unhappy settling at home, I set my hp into airplane mode. Until I'm sure I can take either 1, This is not the first time I'm doing such a weird thing.. Like I can't decide whether this guy is good or not, I keep myself away from all the guys.. Yeah~! I jus need a he'll peaceful life. So if u love me, please stay away!

Wednesday, November 09, 2011

Needs vs desire

What we need and what we really wanted sometimes, is so far apart. Huge gap.

Maybe...I had always been finding what I wanted, and never did I realized what I really needed. After I found what I need, I lost what I want. And there it goes, vice versa.

Then, balance comes in.

Balance is like perfection. Impossible to reach.

Monday, November 07, 2011

A courage

Love requires alot of courage...and I had been questioning myself, what am I searching for?

I had always known clear what I want and what I need. But I tried and it always ended up a failure. This time, I make a 180degree turn. Lets see what will happen...