Thursday, June 28, 2007

Election/Happy Birthday Cheryl!

Joke of the day,
My classmae(male) asked our Accounting tutor(male)...

Sir can you come here please?I have something to ask you.

Cannot! Ask from there...

No...cannot, I have something to show you.

No need to show me. What you have I also have.

Arrgg..never mind, i go in front and show you...
*walking to the front

EHhhh...don't laarr...so many girls looking...very emberassing.

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Ehee, my new hair!

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The election was today. I've voted, Utarian, have you?


I think Simon is gonna win.

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How do we actually got to know each other? Fated i would say. The story is kinda funny. Well, because our hometown is so small....we know the existence of each other although we do not know each other. Coincidently, both of us were studying at TARC, and we stayed at Prima Block C, different unit but take the same lift.

And coincidently, we both use the same name Cheryl...

I was so curious, why we always met at weird time. Like 3 or 5 am in the morning, inside the lift. I remembered once meeting her, squatting down, with whole body alcohol smell. We even met in Genting more than twice i guess..but we don't know each other.

Its started all with friendster, messaging, exchange of number, yumcha... until today, we stayed under 1 roof, we are good sisters!

Today is her big day. I gave her a big big hug early in the morning...Her precious ban7(thats what she used to call him), purposely went ALL OVER to One U yesterday(took ktm-->lrt--->bus, 2 and half hours), just to buy her the cakes she likes to eat. How sweet is that?

I think I will want to snatch her bf already...ahah just joking!

And i swear to you, THIS CAKE TASTE F*CKING DAMN BIG NICE LORRRRR~~~



Its all luxurious chocolates...

Look at the roses wey!!! Its chocolates you know? I've never tasted such a nice cake before. If i give secret recipe 6, then this cake will score 9.5 marks. Or maybe higher...im not exaggerating!

See, how fine is their work?
Rm 70+++ including taxes, for i think less than 1/2 kg.

It worth the price.

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I've damn good news today. It makes my day. Vivien successfully appeal for the termination. Means she can continue her study in UTAR!!! Same thing goes for Anderson. Im really happy for them. They will have to repeat 3 subjects, then continue studying together with us next semester. GREAT!

At the same time however, Chyi Siew and BeeKen did not success in appealing. It was kinda sad. Last time when i found that I've failed and need to wait for half the year, i already break down. And now, its like....argg i dono. I donno what to say..just feel sorry.

The interview~

After my prefect interview, that was like....err......5 years ago~ It has been me that interview people rather than being interviewed. HAHAaaa

It was the interview for some sort of hidden committee members for a society.

Anyway, i think i didn't do to my best. Cause right after the interview, when i think over what they had asked me, i had better answers compared to what I bull shitted in front. Do not deny, i was little nervous..not used to them being so deadly serious ( i understand that was the procedures though, I was interviewer myself last time). I think being a little nervous its healthy. If not that would means I never treated it as something already. :)

I just realised that I'm not good in giving impromptu(how to spell again?) responses. I simply need time, TIME, TTTTIIIIMMEEE to THINK! That is so bad. Coz sometimes we simply have to come out with immediate idea, or solution or what so ever... I'll work on that!

Like writing this blog, i keep edit and editing, so that it will come out with the best sentence i wish to express. I think i read about 3 times before i press "publish post", then read as it is published for the last time...edit if i am to, until i think it goes perfect.

Am wondering, how am i going to learn that skill? Anyone have suggestion?

I was very surprised when 1 of the committee member smsed me and asked how did i do in my interview. I didn't really know him in person, he said he ACCIDENTALLY got my number. hahaa Accident do happened very frequent. @@

Tomorrow its my Uni's election day for student representative. Simon vs Chi Wei. Wohooo~~ Its an interesting game.

I'll get you some picture of the whole thing if possible. Its like real election mind you. They went lectures by lectures to make themselves known. And gave out leaflets, posters everywhere(even beside the toilet door).

Okay, i seems to be crapping too much.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

I cut my hair

So long since i really cut my hair...

Hmmm... I don't simply change my hairstyle. When It changed, I changed. So every time when I look myself in the mirror, it'll remind me, I should change, I've changed.

Its a big thing. I am really losing the balance...hahaa

Half of this year had past...when is it going to end?

Emotional gets over. I am emotional.

Somehow I've counted, roughly....this kind of feeling strikes about once a month. Is it PMS or what? So funny... :)

I'm not going to post any picture of my new hair cut for the time being. I wanna see people's reaction...HIAK HIAK~~ I can't believe i did that to myself, myself. So, check it out!

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Again, my friends.

I went to Kelvin's house because I was so hungry. He asked me to wait for him to finish fold his clothes 1st, then he will accompany me to eat. He actually just came back from eating with his friends. Who knows, it ended up raining heavily. I sat there for a while, then came back. He insist to send me with his umbrella. He was all wet, I was dry.

Kinda unhappy, because its such a rare chance that I feel like eating SUPPER, after so so long.... I told my friend, "even i want to eat, god also don't let me eat~~"

So I sat in front of my comp, and suddenly somebody knock on my door. He brought me a maggi goreng. Its raining heavily, mind you. I feel like crying eating that maggi. I did! I'm truly touched. He is way so good. Unbelievable good. Innocently good. We are true friends, if you think he is after me.... BIG NO! ARRGGG....How can a person treat another person so nice?

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My bro-in law called from S'pore just now, he is starting his own business. I am so proud of him!

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I remembered there was once, a few of us(my secondary school mates) sat down together, and we talked about death. We talked about how fragile life is...and 1 day, we are going to die, probably just next second. We were seriously discussing this issue. I told all my friends, not to be sad if 1 day I am gone.

Stephanie said, "that is not something you can request from your friends!!!"

I was surprised with her sudden emotional reaction. Its so real. How selfish that request is...I mean, how can I expect people around me not to feel sad at all? Its so weird~~

My intention was actually just, I don't want them to held back their life, or feel sad because of me. I will be gone for a good reason. And that reason is definately not going to be, making friends sad.

Probably is something like, a lesson to let them treasure their life...or appreciate people around them...Live life to fullest? or do what you want to do while you still have chance to...

If I'm going to die tomorrow, what will you do today?
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Sorry to write this, I was just told somebody passed away. Suddenly i thought of the night, me, Wendy, Hema and stephanie talked about this issue.

Big hugs, my friends! I love you all. Truly.

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Compliments and gratitude

Humanians are so stingy when it comes to complimenting people. We know that saying, "you look gorgeous today" or "the food you cook is nice" can make someone very happy, very easily.

There are many things we can do conveniently, to make somebody's day. But, we are just so stingy to do it. Most people are not willing to express the honest compliments to other people. They either keep it to themselves or they tell other not concerning people. For Asians....i think maybe they are somehow shy...

If a fling of your hand can make someone smile, why not?

So, what should we do when we receive compliments? Don't compliment back if it is not supposed to. Just paused a while, and say thank you, gracefully, sincerely. Practice this and make yourself a better person.

Monday, June 18, 2007

HAHA

GUess who is hugging Johnsson 'huang jun yuen' , Winner of Project Superstar 2006?

(i have alot of cam videos and photos in hand...but im so busy. So, wait!)

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Another stupid Day @ Ruums

Nothing much to say...just look at the photos...(im rushing to camp!!! bear with me its messy...)


Its Ruums 1st year aniverssary...(if im not mistaken...) so the famous DJ Sammy came.



RM 1160 were spent.




How to not drunk when they drink like this? Thats why i said its another stupid day~

Gay ar?
Another gay...


This one what? king kong?
KO!







No group photos were taken...because everybody was averagely drunk(except me,KK and some of the friends). Some of them, as you can see in the picturess.....ARE STUPIDLY DRUNK!
The reason i go to club? I simply like to see people after the alcohol effect...You see the different side of a person.
CIAO...my camp at 1pm!!!

Thursday, June 14, 2007

FOr my friends...

Before I start writing about Nabila~~~ this is for SOMEBODY--->he requested it!

Well, today happened that our library wireless need register and only can be used 24 hours later. SOMEBODY who is our "IT GUY"....make things done for me in 15 minutes. Before that, according to him, he just briefed his colleague that everything must follow procedures and the importance of it. He broke rules because of me and insist that im a VIP in Uni. I told him, if im a VIP, then he is the fellow that makes me a VIP. He WANTED me to say the thing i said in my last post....

IM TOUCHED~~

(SARCASTICLY..MUAHAHAHAHA)

Then he kept asking a hug from me...

NAH~ BIG HUGSSSSSSS!!!


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ANYWAY...NABILAAAA!!!!!!!


You super BITCH. I know you are in Aussie now when you got to read this. YOU NEVER INFORM ME until Wendy told me you flied today! How could you???

WEY, i miss secondary school friends....

I miss them as in, at that time, everyone is so naive and innocent. They friend you purely because they want to be friends with you. Not because you are handsome, rich, pretty or famous...

And most importantly, WE WERE SENIORS!! wahahaha by that means we can BULLIED small people. ( but it seems, i kena juniors bullied more than i bully people~~)

AWWWW......

Somemore secondary school life is so much easier~~

Hazel, you told me you read my blog now and then. WHERE HECK ARE YOU? Contact me lar...we lost touch already...you haven't become doctor, don't so busy yet. hahaa


(this entry is purely meaningless)

Sunday, June 10, 2007

@ BP

The schedule back BP was certainly the busiest. We reached Pudu around 4pm plus minus. Its raining mind you. So we are kind soaked when we reached that full-with-sweat-moisture place...So you can kind of imagine our mood, when we found out the usual bus we took, KKKL, tickets earlier than 6pm aren't available anymore. Meaning, if we insist to sit KKKL, we will have to wait at the full-with-sweat-moisture place until 6pm. Meaning we will only reach bP by 9pm.

I went to asked for Transnational, only 9pm tickets left. In the end, we go for Hasry, although we already expect the bus sucks....but 4.30pm. Kind of impossible it will reach later than 9pm. So eager to go home, so we took the risk.



From the moment we step onto the bus already seems so damn wrong. They don't follow the seatings although the tickets there wrote we should follow the seating. NVM. I went to confront the guys who sat in our place...he told me didn't follow seat wan. I was like ....?? Coz normally if KKKL bus, you confront that person he will straight away stand up. I insist to sit on my own seat!!! When i asked the conductor, he said, "duduk saje larr...siapa sampai dulu, duduk je~" Im left 'siao siao' coz the authority also don't help me. NVM

So we were left the most behind place. NVM.

The chair in front of me was spoiled. People keep pouring in, until there are no place left. SO a malay fat guy, came to sit the chair in front of me WHICH IS SPOILT! You know, never mind that he sat there....he lie down on the chair somemore, and laughing. All his weight + the chair weight its all on me. And it bangs on my hand, my hand was injured! In the begining i tot he wasn't aware of it. So, i was still okay... My housemate who was sitting beside me, then told him in malay..."excuse me, you can't sit in that chair, all the weight falls on my friend.."

Guess what that fucker say?

"i have rights to sit, I pay money for the tickets"

"then you don lie down larr....how is she(me) going to sit like this?"

"you have any problem, go complain, i pay money, i have rights to sit"

AND HE WAS LAUGHING!!!!!!!!! I WAS SUPER DAMN PISSED OFF.

I NEVER GOT SO ANGRY BEFORE!!!!!!!

How in hell can a person be so insane? He is laughing you know???? I cannot understand.

Later i tried to stand up, but can't. HE IS SO FAT AND HEAVY. I can't even get up, you imagine. I asked him to STAND UP AND LET ME GO OUT. He didn't want. So i used all the energy left in me, push him kuat kuat, and ran to the driver and yell at him.

WHAT THE HELL WITH THIS? NO FOLLOW SEATINGS, CHAIR SPOIL, HOW TO SIT???? THE FELLOW IN FRONT INJURED MY HAND, BECAUSE THE CHAIR SPOILED.

IDIOTS!

The driver asked me to wait...he checked the tickets...and found out there is someone with 3.30pm ticket, sit 4.30pm bus.

SHIT

But i was so angry with that idiot guy.

The driver then arrange a nicer seat for us. BUT I WAS SO ANGRY!!!

I cursed him all the way.

Seriosuly how can a person be like that?

URGGG

Never mind, the bus no curtain. My friend were telling me, luckily we sat night bus. And you know what? THat is the 1st time ever...i sat night time bus can feel hot wan. THe aircond simply don't work.

FINE with all that.

The driver missed tangkak exit. Can you imagine? Bus driver got the wrong way????

And he himself never realised until the passenger told him. He still blamed the passenger why didn't tell him earlier. And he asked all the passenger, now how, now how to go?

Luckily the passenger teach him the way.

Guess what time i reached home? 9.30pm.

Fantastic isn't it? 3 hours become 4 and half hours.

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Friday night, a guy from S'pore, a young engineer...errr....lets name him Justin. He sms me, and asked me if i got go back BP. Heheee

I told him yes, and he asked if we wanna go out for a movie or something. So i agreed. But he said he needs me to buy the ticket, although it is very ungentlemen, but he will only reach BP late Saturday. He scared by the time he reach, the ticket already sold out. I told him, i have a wedding dinner at night, so we will see how after that dinner. If tickets still available then we will watch. If not, then we will go somewhere else.

In the end, he purposely left his job and come back earlier just to buy the ticket. At 4 something he called me and asked, only 11.45pm tickets for pirates of carribean. He told me its kinda late, if im okay with it..I didn't think much, and told him its fine. After a few minutes i hang up the call...I think it is kinda not right. So i sms him, and tell him, if he haven't buy the ticket then don't buy. If buy already then never mind.

He reply and said, he already bought right after the call. But he said its okay if i think its very late.

In the end, we really throw the tickets away. EW... he said its okay, coz if his sister went out with a guy until like 3am++ he will surely scold that guy. HAHAHAH

He is so understanding rite?

Then, i wanted to treat him yumcha, he asked me why? Coz im like put him aeroplane marrr...

He said, never mind...just remembered i owed him a movie.

AND he purposely passed me the tickets.

I think he is very sweet.

Im stupidly touched by all his tiny-tiny-doings.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Family/burglary


So my bro is now at UK. Home cannot be any quieter, after me and my bro left... Most of the time only dajie and er jie are being left at home.

The environment of family at home is much further than we dare to hope. But just when things goes so out of place, everyone tried to fix it. Without realizing, things get better than we expect. Cause everyone is trying to mend, and contribute something to this cannot-be-worser condition. So problems keep us stronger, problems motivate us to stay together.

Yesterday, I was talking on phone with dajie, msn with erjie, msn with 2nd future bro in law, skype with 1st bro-in-law from S'pore, msn with bro from UK....phew~ isn't that fantastic?

I never felt any closer to my family members...

I sense alot of love from my sister. Especially dajie, although she sounded over-worried. When i asked her not to worry so much on the phone, she sounded like she is going to cry, "yalaaa....if i don't worry, who is going to worry about you 2...?"

I get her message...if 1 day my dajie happened to read this, thank you for all the sacrifices you've made. You and erjie are so noble. The two of you worth all our respect!

Im going back this Friday...looking forward. My nieces and nephews from S'pore will be coming back. And my cousin's wedding is on Saturday.

HAH, life seriously cannot be any better. Im very contented. Thank you whoever that gave me all this.


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Yesterday burglar broke into my KL house. It never happened before that i brought my laptop out to Uni. Just yesterday, someone from Uni asked me to bring, coz he is going to help me something regarding the software. So i brought. And the burglar broke in! If not I bring out, my laptop will be placed in the living room, which is far so easy for him to take it.

None of my things were lost. I simply bring out every value-able things yesterday. It just happened to be so. How lucky am i?

The couple in small room were sleeping inside. And the burglar went inside while they were deadly-sleeping, took away an mp3, 2 handphones, N80 and Ngage and his precious-valentine-present Braun Buffell wallet, located at 3 different places. Ew, im sad for that wallet too. I went with her girlfriend together at KLCC and bought that wallet. I remember he almost cried when he receieved the wallet. Coz the girlfriend bought it like months ago, so that he won't suspect, and keep it in my room. So its a big surprise...

Anyway, the utmost weird thing IS, our this month rental, which the owner supposed to collect it from us yesterday morning, is being kept at their room, beside the wallet. 1000+++ stacks of 50 bucks on the table, located beside the wallet, I don't really believe the burglar didn't see it. But no more reason can explain, why the money isn't being taken away.

Our door have no trace of being break into. We only found out then that the only steel door that we lock, many people have the same keys. Me and my roommate went out at around 7.45am. My roommate came home at 9.30am after class, and found our big doors were all opened. That couple room's door were open too.

All the while... 1 of the master room people were awake. She said she didn't hear anything.

The police came in the evening and took a few photos after making police report.

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Anybody have any idea why Windows Vista cannot install Skype? My bro can't talk to us in skype. He said Windows Vista SUCKS! hahahaha And his webcam that he just bought, cannot use. Ew..how sad...

Monday, June 04, 2007

Falling In Love

How many times can a person fall in love? To me, DAMN ALOT ALOT. I fall in love like once a month on average. Admit it! You are too! Its no wrong.

To fall in love is like erection. You can't stop it. You cannot control it. And relationship is like sex. You had an erection doesn't mean you must have sex. You fall in love doesn't mean must be in a relationship.

Its nice to fall in love, because you have at least hope for happiness.

But its bad for me to be in a relationship, because i always trash my hope into dustbin.

I know, its me and my stupid mindset AGAIN. If somebody love me, you gotta love every shit of me.

Please love me, can you? YES YOU! Tell me you love me...

(I actually wake myself up because before i fell asleep, this thing suddenly came up to my mind you know~~~)