Sad

The pros and cons. Advantages and disadvantages. Everything has it. To be independant is good. But sometimes, when you are too independant, you don't need much friends anymore. You need not somebody to take care of you...and therefore, less communication with people made you someone a loner.

SIGH

You can't have fun coz you are too responsible that you need to make sure everyone is in piece. You keep worying that something might goes wrong...I suddenly felt my life is so tiring. Unfinished stuff to do. In another way, its good because at least its occupied.

Im making a big decision,
considering and
lets hope i won't regret.
I donno how am i going to start
or how am i going to stop.
all i know is i can't go on anymore
this is not a place for me
Not anymore
Not anymore
Not anymore
No more
So shall i start?
or shall i stop?
am confused
am lost
I donno what to do..
please tell me
I donno how am i going to start
or how am i going to stop.
But i know i can't stay here anymore
this is not a place for me...
no more
not anymore
not anymore
not anymore

TO the hell, everybody. CHEERS!