Observing

One very thing i realised about myself. I am no longer the crazy fellow like last time anymore. When environment changes, you move to the next level, there are so many things to learn. I am now more to a listener, an interpreter, and an observer. Mixing with WHO its really really important. When you mix with shit, although you are not shit, you don't think like a shit, but eventually you will listen and talk shit with them. You stain their shit somehow.

I recently come across with people around my age, but they are kinda...(which word should i use?)....matured?(maybe this word is too heavy)... Suddenly i felt i am so tiny. Im impressed though. Had yet to learn many things from them. YEAP! Its a good start.

I am quiet person now.

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Orientation @ Ice Breaking

As early as 8am, freshies started pouring in,(All the people in charge on this event reach Uni on 7am)...


THen, they were gathered and seperated in groups...


We cannot doubt their team spirit looking at these, their facilitators certainly came with preparations beforehand...(their team name was Italy)


I was the game master, so these are the punishment for those who passed the wrong sentence...

This boy is to choose a partner from his team, propose with creativity.


Hug, cry and say "Please don't leave me alone" to the pillars with full emotions.


Lead your team to say this without laughing while the other team can disturb your team to many you laugh.

"I pledge, with the lizard on the ceiling above, ants on the floor below, to be happy, crazy, and delicate 'monkeys'. I also pledge to be responsible, to all the banana I've eaten and shit on the toilet."

I know I should have videod those people reading the pledge, 'tahan-ing' cannot laugh~~

I fail to capture alot of funny scenes. My hand wasn't that fast, sorry. I can't do so many things in a time. Too bad~

Some of the freshies were really creative, funny and daring. Worth my respect. *salute*

Sorry For Pointing Finger On Others

In our daily life...very often we come to blame others, for every little single thing that we can put the blame on. Not many dared to admit mistake. We are taught, i believe, from very young to say sorry when you realised you have done something wrong. Is a 'sorry' ever so difficult to spilt?

Admiting your mistake is so much more than just a sorry. It meant for sure, you are wrong. It is also a silent promise that if possible, you will not repeat the same mistake again, because you've realised that action is wrong.

Recently, the news have been reporting about ministers throwing on blames about the leakage of roof in Dewan Rakyat and bursting of pipes on a court located at Jalan Duta.

Where are the responsibility of people?

When you are pointing your fingers to the others, 3 of your own fingers are pointing at yourself.

ByeBye KorKor

My brother will be flying to UK this 30th 31st May.


In our entire life of bro-sis ship, I donno whats wrong with us. We quarreled, we fight, and i think we dislike each other. We seldom talk. We mind our own business. Even until now, i donno what he is actually studying, what course he is in or what he likes, which University he is going to in UK, how long he will be going. In fact, I only got to know he is flying on 31st through his msn personal message.

I am a bad sis yeah?



Just when i was browsing in my picture album that I brought here(KL), I couldn't found any, ANY picture of both us. Then i started counting how many picture we actually took together before.

2.

1 on my 15th birthday. Another on his-donno-when-birthday.

Don't be too surprise, my family don really like taking picture without reason. I personally think is a bad thing. LIke now, i can simply find you my picture with any of my close friends. But i can hardly find pictures i took with my family. Hmm...you know, at old times, they used to use film camera, so taking alot of pictures means wasting money. Maybe they are still not used to having digital cameras.

Right, back to the story.

So my brother is flying to UK. I kinda feel guilty for not sending him off, or going back hometown for the reunion dinner. Sorry, i couldn't make it! I was involved in the orientation thingy on Saturday already...

Maybe i will miss him, you know...afterall we have blood connection.



Lets say BON VOYAGE to him!

***If you happen to read this, remember to get me souvenier! And sorry for grabbing your picture without your knowledge :p

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Happy Birthday C.Y

Yep, so we went to The Sanctuary @ Curve. Im so disapointed with that place. The birthday boy generously open 5 bottles which cost RM 1290, and booked 8 tables. Disapointingly, Sanctuary only gave 5 tables. Lefting us (we were there at about 11pm) standing at the side, looking at the crowd enjoying the music and most irritatingly, giving way for people to pass by. ITSS SOOOO CROWDED.


It cut out all our moods, we just stand there sweating like shit for 45 minutes, pouring the liquor straight from bottle(except me and vivien), FOR YOUR FATHER'S SAKE, THEY DON EVEN GIVE US CUPS! The birthday boy finally then, call it to an end of misery, we go somewhere else, (which means giving away all the 5 bottles to his other group of friends).. to a place where birthday boy rules!

We then shifted to Coco, a pub that owned by CY's brother.

And so, when he rules, we go out of rules...~~







Sorry, the video is soo dark...i'll learn how to video better next time...ahha

HAPPY BIRHTDAY BOY!

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Cam whoring of myself...





Should i straighten my hair?

Ruums, as promised

As most already knew, Ruums is the place where had been selected for the reality show, "So You Think You Can Dance"



This place didn't give me an impression. Although many people told me its fun. So last Friday, we went to explore after those hardcore days of exams...


For the very thing that i dislike, they use plastic cups. It feels so cheap! Maybe its Friday, that place is quite empty.


So this random girl came to us, and ask if we need tequila shot. Zen nicely offered me one. Which was very strong i thought (Flaming nicer!). So anyway, Ling and Kok Kheong said they wanted to try also.


There goes the photo taking session...






Everyone is in the picture!


And here are the exclusive pictures of drunkards...






They were playing pillow wars...like 3 years old only~~ ahahaha :P


This fellow most serious, Im sorry Mark. I don't mean to. Somebody instructed me to make you drunk...


I dindn't quite like this place. 1 thing, they use plastic cups. And i don't really like the stage/dance floor they made in the middle. Especially stairs leading to it.

OPSSSSS!!! I accidentally post those pictures in. Big apologise!

Tomorrow exploring The Sanctuary. Join me there!

By the way, yaa, i passed all my exams. :)

Morals

YEAP, i wanted to write this since ages ago. Something happened then that inspired me.

Lets talk about morals.

Education taught us very well about that. What are the things that we should and should not do.

Lets take an example. Shop Lifting. Is it bad? Yes, but may be not. Is it a disgrace to steal? If yes...

Why do people watch pirated movies, buy pirated Cds, use pirated Windows...are these things bad? But why is everyone doing it like nobody business? Its a huge question mark ya!

Is it the shop owner's fault because they didn't take enough precautions?

Like we learn in economics. If there is no demand there will have no supply. If there have no supply they will not have demand. Should we now blame the consumer or supplier.

The shop lifter is grabbing oppurtunity or the shop owner is giving oppurtunity?

Consumer blames supplier, and supplier blames consumer...

Who are to blame?

If the shop owner take enough precautions, i believe the shop lifter wouldn't have chance to shop lift, or they would not risk themself in such a trouble.

I personally blame it on shop owner, for those owners that did not take enough precautions, when they found out their things got loss, I think, SERVE THEM RIGHT.

Back to moral. They say, cheating is bad. But can you point me anyone who never cheated in exAMS? Anyone never cheat before?? @@ BIG IMPOSSIBLE!

More morals. Who never thought of bribing a police when they got caught? Is that something very wrong that should felt disgrace about? I don think so.

So now, even the police, people who are supposed to be highly looked upon, they accept bribe, or ministers, they accept bribe, can somebody tell me now, what is the big deals doing kitten-like-cheating in exam or shop lifting?

SOmehow, I think all these mindset is wrong to the max. But its so logic that i don't manage to convince myself that i should not think this way. Can somebody convince me? Please do...

Bani's toast after Ruums

I will update more pictures next time. Lazy to blog~

The Ship

Its 4.25am, let the pictures do the talking...

Weirdy

THis picture is taken at Pudu bus stand, while i was boring-ing waiting for 3.30pm to come...


You notice anything weird?



Excuse me? who the hell will notice stalls selling balloons at such stuffy place? WHo the hell will bother to buy balloons? KIDS??? Have you seen any kids in pudu holding balloons??? @@


I laugh my lung out see-ing this!!! Man, okay, fine "hell passport". I suppose in hell, they don't have immigration? Coz they have no passport to issue....so they will all depends on their beloved to burn for them. Wait, how do we know whether these are not fake? Why didn't we burn them IC or something? (maybe got pun!)


And LASTLY!

My hippo and T100 in my BP HOMIEEE~~~

My lappie is back alive. KNS format need to pay wan...i never know~~50 bucks! GRRR

I innocently thought its FOC.

Im going back tomorrow anyway. Can't study at all at home. I haven't touch a thing for micro. Been sleeping SOO DAMN MUCH!

CIao~off to study.

exam sick

I am suppose to sleep at 11pm...which i lied myself on the bed till now, i get so frusfrated, so i get up. Suppose also to wake up at 4am to study. Mama said sleep early and wake up early to study better. Coz according to Professor Mama, she said between 10p,- 4am is the time where our nervous system need rest. If you force them to concentrate on studies, you will be very tired the next day. And when they are awake, you force them to sleep. And there was once that i tried to see whether it works...It worked!

only for the 1st time though....

So all my mind when i was lying on the bed was..."will i do well?"

When i came here, Yap Keong told me, i will do fine,

Yeap i know. But when you already work so hard, gave everything....you don't want to hear, 'you will do fine'

You want to confirm/affirm wateever firm that "I WILL SURELY DO WELL"

I remembered last time, during PMR, our teacher can easily tell us, "If you don't score A, don't come and see me"

Through this statement it shows how sure the teacher is, that you will get an A.

But now in University~~~ things are seriously out of control....

Like accounts just now...ARGGGG lets not talk about it. To sum up, I think i'd done all i can. OKay~ my basic is weak. But for my coursework mark is high, I daringly aim for a A- or at least a B.

Now? I don't even know i will pass...

Not donno how to do. Its hard to explain. TO THE HELL ACOCUNTING!!! I donno why i will end up in accounting course. Should have go for marketing, admin or what ever just not accounting.

Enough of bubblings...

I think i did kinda well in English. But my coursework marks were very low. I never care about coursework marks for english. Serve me right, I was too arrogant that i can easily obtain an A.

Now only i realised the coursework makrs were 40%. Which means is big impossible of you if you do so badly in coursework, to get A in final.

Tommorrow is law. Another scary paper. I've already understand everything but to memorise all the case, is like crazy.

SIGHHHH

Few days ago, i was so crazy that i tell my sis i don't want to study already. She told me, good! come back...i need helpers.

I serisouly underestimated university life.

I am so stress that my period came half the month late. I'll seriously suspect i am pregnant if i did something which is not suppose to be done. With all the cold waters and ice creams...URG!

Life is remarkably awful. 2 more weeks!

Oh yeah, my laptop spoiled. Thanks to finding lyrics lor....search until the next day, windows keep hanging. Scan no virus but ad-aware can't scan thorugh. It always stop at that particular fail. Does that means i kena spy-ed? Damn, i am using my housemate's comp now... What to do with my lappie huh?

Explaination for why so many typing error, because i am not using my own comp. Anyway, its 1.33am now. I think i should be either sleeping or studying now.

Till then,
thanks for reading!

PIc

After very stress reading business law, i look at these..it do makes me feel alot better.

Mistake cannot be made

Some people say, "you don't fall, you don't grow"

yEAH, its true...but not for all. It depends.

There are certain mistake that human can't afford to make. Once you made, the losses you gain can never overcross the benefits you gain.

Eg. 1 : Once you made a wrong turn in highway, you need to turn a big round before reaching your destination. Oil = money, effort and time wasted. Benefits : experience = you'll know the way, so PROBABLY you won't made the mistake next time.

IF there is somebody teaching you the way to go, you save everything that I've mention above. And learn from the experienced people for the lesson he'd learnt.

1 stone kills 2 birds.

Eg. 2: You'd bought a 2nd hand car without doing much survey. Happened that you bought a not-so-good car, keep giving you problem and you spend money repairing...

You sell it? It depreciated already by time, technology, and by the word '3rd hand'.

You keep it? You are spending money every month to maintain the car. It requires time, that you don't have the car = inconveniece. Figure out the losses yourself.

If you do more survey, bring a reliable foreman, buy a better car, you save all the troubles.

Therefore, advises from experienced people helps alot most of the time.

That doens't means you follow their advise blindly. Always there are certain level of risks to take.

That is why, mix more to experienced people because they will lead you to the right path and eventually you will see your future path more crystal clearly. Because they've gone through, they know the loophole of situation. Aware of it and tells you so that you don't fall.

Take advise, give advise.

Be the take-advise-people. Try not to become give-advise-people.

Because we are not always so lucky to have someone reminding us, therefore if you unfortunately experienced the mistake, do give advise.

If you haven't make the mistake, think about the advised given to you.

pre-exam pressies

YEAY!!!

Yesterday i went to PC FAIR and got myself a thing that i long ago wanted.

(MIND YOU, yesterday PC Fair things like no need money...LIke the whole KL-ians went there~ FU*cking stuffy and hot...Me and Kelvin straight away no mood to buy things seeing people mountain people sea...Seriously don't understand why, things there aren't very cheap at all. You can get the same price or maybe cheaper from Lowyat, most important thing, you don't have to let people bang and bang)

Kelvin says, by the time he reach home at night, his shoulder will be both blue black...

He bought a Samsung 19" LCD for 665, Logitech gamer's keyboard and mouse RM 100, Earphone + Mic RM 25, Sonic Gear Woofer RM 209,and LG DVD burner i forgot how much.

(Altec Lansing woofer is super nice, with that kind of surround system, no need go clubbing already~~ HAHAHA But price also very nice larr, maybe i'll want it :P)

I bought a T100 and a 4in 1, wireless+modem+router+Adapter (RM 183)

A RED T100



I bought it in a very expensive price though. Kinda heartache, but still I am happy...hehehee



I was traumatizing at the begining. A camera shop booth earlier offered me RM1580, camera and 2GB memory card. When i told him i will consider and come back later, I was so happy already~~~

Later when i asked a Sony centre booth, he gave me a shocking expensive price(i forgot how much already). Then, when i told him people gave me 1580, with 2GB, he insist its impossible. THe worker there told me, the memory card fake one. WHen i asked him how to know its fake wan, the boss came in to the conversation. He asked for the price i offered, then point his finger at me, " I TELL YOU ARR...now alot of fake memory card...With that price, impossible is original one, we are the dealer, we know!" (KEEP POINTING THE FINGER AT ME)

By the time, i swear i won't buy from them. Expensive somemore so arrogant. Its FU*Cking irritating for to treat consumer that way. SUPER no manners...

I asked him (JUST TO GET HECK INFORMATION! everytime he points his finger at me, i feel like giving him a slap)

"so whats the different with original and pirated one?"

"HMMMPPP!! Pirated one, u go vacation, when u come back, your pictures all gone!"

"How to know whether its pirated or original? Who knows yours could be pirated one also~ @@"

"I am Sony dealer, won't sell pirated want"

"How i know? How to differentiate?"

"You see ar..., like this like this then original one. You see, the memory card there got red red colour, then is pirated wan. THey can make until so real."

The worker then trying to say something but the boss don't let him.

I purposely say a loud loud thank you to chase that boss away. And finally when he walk further, i asked the worker, "what you wanted to say just now about how to recognize the pirated one and fake one?"

THen he mention the sticker, but the boss come again~~ I was super annoyed then, and walked away.

For the time, i was super traumatize...i went again to the booth that offered me 1580 and request to see the memory card. He showed me, and really got red red thingy and somehow, i donno whether its illusion problem, the card looks fake.

LAGI CONFUSED @@

I call bryan to asked for his opinion, coz he just bought a camera not long ago, he said buy from dealer better.

We went for dinner then.

I was pestering Kelvin and VIvien. Both them said they won't care whether its reliable, coz that booth is a camera shop itself. Like handphones, you normally won't get original hp also. AP set, people also like this use. AS long as its cheap.

Then, 8pm, when we decided to buy everything that we wanted...

Becoz we passed by the 1580 booth first, so i decided to get that one. When i asked how much is T100, he said RM 1599, 1 GB. Earlier was 1499, 1GB, cost i upgrade the memory card to 2GB, thats why it became 1580.

Vivien was like "HUH???????? just now you told us 1499 lerr"

"Now price increase already" ( By the time its 9.15pm)

"How come can increase wan??"

"ohh, we have target to reach for the fair, now that we already reach the target, so price increase lor...anyway we left 1 in our booth, you want or don't want? who ask you go do so much of survey, we give you barutiful price, its deal or not deal right away."

KNS SUPER ARROGANT THESE PEOPLE

Vivien was pissed off already. THEy are depending on consumer's money to earn a living and yet they talk this way~~

I asked, " what colour is the ONLY ONE you left"

"black"

"fine, i don't want!"

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THen i went to the other dealer(so many dealer inside the fair), telling myself its more reliable buying from a dealer~~ Coz people said, things from this kind of shop, could be 'water product'. Means even the camera itself may be fake wan. Vivien said, you won't know whether they've drop the camera or its an old camera~~I donno whether its true though!

THe dealer offered me 1699, 1GB. THen when i asked for upgrading memory, she said i'll have to top up another RM 130.

I open mouth big big and gave her a shocking look. THe other guy saw my reaction, and asked the girl, how much you gave her?

THen he said, "okay, let me count, last price, you walk away, then no more..ok? you top up 50, i give you 2GB, leather casing, screen protector, tripod..bla bla"

We stand there and counted for a while, and decided thats the cheapest price for now. Since the last arrogant booth that sell the cheapest price when we did the survey just now, now gave us 1599 for 1GB.(already 9 plus)

Conclusion, never asked price from a girl if you are a girl yourself...

Later when i got home, feeling more and more heartache, i saw the memory card that i saw from the booth that offered me 1580 from the booklet inside my camera box...

Its the 1st with red colour for the base of the wording 'memory stick pro duo'...


So, I've paid extra of 170, more than enough to buy a screen protector and nicer casing...

Although its heart aching, I still keep telling myself,

ITS FROM DEALER!!1

PHEW~

CONCLUSION, next time when you wanna get luxuries product like this, don't be too aunty. When somebody offered you a reasonable cheap price, don't consider so much. Buy handsomely like rich people. DOn't do so much of survey because its tiring, in the end you get expensive stuff, and worse, you found out that you just bought an expensive stuff!!

SAY, "WRAP IT UP. Thank you"

CHange date again~

Can you believe it? I receive a message saying, the date of our micro exam, change back to 7th.

Because it is OVERLY-HILARIOUS to believe, i seriously don't believe it.

THen, when i was half believing, when i double confirm with my friend that informed me, she said, "other class already know, i think we were the last class to let inform about it"

Still don't believe it, but i was half happy already.

And just now when i check on the internet, yesterday i just did, and it says "... paper scheduled on 7th change to 21st April..."

now, it says "...the examination sessions for all examination sessions on Saturday, 21 April 2007 have been moved to Monday, 7 May 2007."

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA

I AM SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY~~~

GONNA SIAO ALREADY....

Yesterday, I was telling my housemate,

"I DON WAN STUDY ALREADY LARRRR....FASTER FIND 1 PEOPLE TO MARRY ME..."

THey give me that kind of look...then says, " ehh, u too stress already is it?"

HAHHAHAHAHHAHA

-_-"

Exam

Now i hope its an April fool prank...

Guess what, our timetable for examination was like this...

24/4 - English for business
26/4 - Accounting Framework 1
28/4 - Corporate and Business Law
30/4 - Quantitative Techniques 1
7/5 - Microeconomics

Thought I will have all the time in the world to study micro(1week is more than enough), so i focused on the other 3 difficult subjects.

TODAY, a lady came inside our lecture room, and told our econ lecturer, she has to make an important annoucement...

" attention! For you paper scheduled on 7th of May, is going to change to 21st of April which means, next Saturday."

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TO me, its still so unbelievable...I don't understand why their management and system can allow this hilarious thing to happen. What if some of the student didn't receieve the annoucement? How can they just change like that...when the timetable is already officially out.

Some people were very happy, because by this means our exam ends faster. @@

For me, I haven't touch a thing for micro. May god bless me, amen.

I am so running out of time!

4.14am, thats why I am here.

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I think im going crazy.

April Fool

For 1 thing, who created this April fool Day?

I was in deep asleep, then somebody that i just went out with few days ago, lets name him Ah Fatt, he text me,

"I fall in love with you edi...."

I was awaked, shocked, and i think... couldn't be...but still everytime i give myself a benefit of doubt that its true. TO be safe, i reply him this,

"crazy ar? So late still don wan sleep..."

Then, for the benefit of doubt, I sms vivien to tell her, because ah fatt was originally her friend.

And she called me to say, "ITS APRIL FOOL LAR STUPID!"

I was like..hmm okay~ Let's play along...

"Haha go lie down on bed, try drink warm milk lo DARLING...i think i fall in love with you too...When we gonna start a relationship?"

He reply...

"Don't kidding ler..i easily fall in love one...dats why i keep a distance with pretty girl like you...For real...No joking...Somemore...i know myself...Hehe...I'm not a good choice! Haha"

"aiyoo don't say like that lar...i got alot of bad thing u donno only..."

"yala yala...wait i lose weight 1st mar right?"

"Not every girl judge people by physical appearance wan larr...aiyoo..."

And then....not happy of being fooled...i fool back people. So lazily, i forward his 1st message to those people that I kept in touch with recently; Kelvin, Raymond, Yap Keong, Ivan, Chyi Shiou...

Ivan totally ignores that message~~THUMBS UP!
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Chyi Siou ignores me until afternoon...which he says, he knows is april fool.
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Yap Keong nicely fool back the innocent girl like me. He says he just knocked down a pregnant lady, and is now in the police station. I of coz knew it could be a prank. SO i play along with him...

Apart of me was thinking the probabality of it that is true...

"Is it?!? Which police station? where knock? How's the condition? Anything I can help?"

"read newspaper tomorrow"

"What?? Wei...Don scare me..."

Later when he did not reply, I called him but he did not pick up. A part of me was quite worried. YEAH

THen in the afternoon he told me the truth. FAIR! Before that Raymond told me that I should have go and visit him in the police station~ So for that few minutes before YK told me the truth, I fucking think its real!
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Mr. Raymond nicely rejected me...wahahha

"Thanks...but i cant involved in any relationship rite now, sorry, just wanna hang loose...hope u find a better and more reliable guy."

So sweet of him...still got thanks and hope hope somemore!

By the way, who says in love must be in a relationship??? :p

Having to know he didn't realise i was fooling him, i carry on playing...muaahahaha

"No, i wan you...I'll wait. Im very stubborn. Hahaa"

Maybe this reaction by me was weird...He realised its April fool then. He text me "April fool"

He said he was lucky enough, happened to look at the calender.

REALLY LUCKY BOY!
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The highlighted one was KELVIN'S!!!!

"really ar...i feel the same too lo...so when we wanna start our relationship?"

Don't understand...fall in love must means have to start relationship merrr???

Anyway, i think this is most probably a fool...so i reply him this:

"Hahahhaa darn funny lar wei!!! I didn't know today is April fool until i kena played~"

"today is april fool meh? just pretend you never see my message just now...sorry!"

I didn't reply...coz i was so busy replying others...

"y din reply me? If wat i said just now was true, will you accept me?can you give me a chance?"

"Hahaa friend better la...I know that message is fake wan. I am the only one who donno today is April fool. Not don't reply, is busy replying other sms also! Hehe"

"Why can't you trust me this time! is not that easy for me to type that message and tell you how i felt. If you wanna reject just reply a no! Don't say its fake!"

"OK OK...Chill la...My answer is no lo...so garang..."

"y no leh...why can't you give me a chance to prove that im the right guy for you? Is it because im not as good as XXX thats why u can't accept me?"

"XXX is not good...I still have relationship phobia especially what happpened that night...And i prefer us being friends because i really treasure you(as friend)..."

"but i don wan you to treasure me as friend...i wan more than that. I wanna do things that friends can't do with you. I wanna date you, watch movies, eat breakfast, lunch and dinner together, sing k only both of us, i wanna hold your hand and be with you whenever you feel lonely, share our sadness and joy together. I;ll do anything you ask me to, i'll chance watever attiture that you don like..please give me a chance, my dear shiyee..."

ERRRR....i seriously thought its serious~ That above message touch me a little, and i get high getting such message from a good looking guy like him. But i'll have to admit is a little bit er xin.

For one thing, when he told me 11.40pm that it was a prank, he asked me not to angry. I was seriously glad and in fact, this ending is really what i had hoped.

Not because he is a bad guy or what, he is definately a Mr Right.

Anyway, when i told him i was glad, he asked me whether is he that bad..hahah

My answer is, "Jus no chemical~ I felt pity for that myself too..."

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At the end of the day, I got myself entertained! Muaahahha and its a happily ever after ending...I was still worried how are we going to face each other as such a good friends, almost every day seeing each other...with Kelvin i mean...

YEAP! So now, I AM HAPPY!

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I purposely wake up from sleep to write such a long post LERRR~~!! So you know what to do horrrr....DROP COMMENT!!!

Stupid

Stupid can be happy. However smart the person is, they hope they can laugh at silly jokes and hope for simple dreams. But they can't. THats something sad. Agree?

Haih, i am so free over the week. No more presentation and test. By this means my final is approaching. I gave myself a big break for this week, and then, I'll have to speed a little to catch up with my studies. Final on Mid-end April.

Zodiac for rabbit says that this year, we are better off stay happy being single. hahaaa Men can be so bad u know? Arrggg... I loves smart man. But im scared im being cheated. How?

******

I WANNA GET A SONY CYBERSHOT DSC-T100!!!!!!!!





Its so nice isn't it????

I will get it 1 day...

1 day..yeah!

thanks to yap keong~

Yap Keong's blog

I have test at 2pm, presentation at 6pm.

Feel ultimately proud that im entertaining YOU! Well, since u entertained me yesterday when i was so bored~

But i seriously can't think of 6 weird things about myself lar... I AM A NORMAL PEOPLE WHAT...hiak hiak hiak

THe game goes like this, list out the 6 weird things about yourself, then tag another 6 people to write another 6 weird things, and list out the rules.

It started from Joanne who tagged YK. Joanne's blog


Weird thing number 1
Haihhh i really can't think of any~~

okay...maybe this is weird, i loves mirror. I can tune on my ipod, loud loud...and i dance myself in front of the mirror. In another way, i am actually convincing myself that im pretty, and im exercising PLUS learning how to dance better since i dance sucks!

I also look at myself in the bathroom, appreaciating the beauty of god's creation. AHaaa with messy messy hair~ YUMMY....

Weird thing number 2
I don dare to show BPians the crazy side of me. I just realised that myself also. It just happened that, that night when we were clubbing, 1st time ever with BPians, all SENIORS SOMEMORE...I donno how should i act. Coz BPians know the more serious side of me. And that kind of event, just made me so lost, didn't know what to do. So that night, I just keep pouring + act serious.

Weird thing number 3
A stupid sincere sorry can melts my heart. I am someone very forgiving. Even when u don't apologise, I will forgive you. My angry towards people(if happen) won't last for a day. A sorry after you've done something to me would actually made me feel guilty for making you feeling so bad to the extend of apologising...

Weird thing number 4
I really treated my hippo as living creature...a part of me. I will miss him(seriously). Hug him once i saw him and talk to him when we are alone. He sleeps beside me everynight whenever possible. Few months ago, during my dad's dead anniversary, we published it on the newspaper...I initially wanted to put hippo's name on it. But of course, mum and sisses forbid it.

Weird thing number 5
I don like wearing clothes in the bathroom after bathing. Normally i will only bring towel to the bathroom when im at kl, nothing when im at bp. So i will come out naked...nicely slowly wear my clothes in my room. Accidents do happen. Many people saw me naked already. Ahaaa....the worst case so far is, my friend's dad saw me running out of the bathroom to get something, and he just stunned there and i pretended he wasn't there, gracefully walk back to the toilet(what else can i do?). At his house! We pretended nothing happened after that. Luckily he is a nice guy! :p

Weird thing number 6
I collect perfumes...Its so weird to spend so much on perfume, keeping it in the drawer rite?...I have Gucci's envy me, Versache's bright Crystal(I have 2), DKNY's be delicious ( I have 2), Davidoff's cool water, 212 Carolina Herrera's On Ice. Sequence starts from the best i like. SO i have 7 bottles all together, I think i use a lifetime also cannot finish~ (tips: For men, use Polo's Double Black. It smells SOOOOO F*CKING NICE!)

Tagged
Stephanie
Sharman
Hui Xin
HanJin
Ivan
Brien

F*ck, its 1.25pm already~~

My friends!!!

A friend in need, indeed

Im so proud of them...

If you remember this post...ITS HER!

A Respectable Person

Btw, congrats to most of you, who did so well in stpm, u guys arr....stpm result like upsr result wan, all not 4 As den 5 As. *pening*

On diet process~

What can you eat when you really on a serious diet??

NOTHING!

You can't eat bread, biscuit, etc (flour), no sweet stuff as sugar will make you fat, nothing rich in carborhydrate and protein, so you can't eat rice meat as well, of coz no oily food, butter...

ALL YOU CAN EAT IS...

VEGETABLES

THe 1st 2 weeks was horrible. I think that was the worse thing I've done to myself...Its both mental and physical torture... I am so used to eating supper that I seriously find life very stupid for me to diet like this.

With people tempting me, I was crying and shaking myself inside, asking why am I making myself like this.

Before this...

I will not eat breakfast, my 1st meal will start with lunch, then grabbing tibits or anything that can be reached when Im at home, then dinner at around 8pm or later, then supper...

I was so used to this schedule..and suddenly I will have to eat breakfast, I can't eat anything after 7pm, ate only vege for breakfast, then apples and tomatoes(its nice!! and good for your skin)

In the begining I don even feel like eating breakfast...Now, every night im looking forward to the next morning..WHY? Simply because im allowed to eat, filling my stomach!!!

THe most miserable part was at night, after 9pm, I felt damn much like eating...And my beloved housemates will start eating right in front of me. Challenge me at the time when i was at my weakest.

Determination in the end still won the battle. Mc(a housemate) just knew me so well that she manage to keep me not eating. And thank you for my housemates and their boyfriends for listening to my frowns and complaints. I know its irritating..haha

After getting a little bit of result, I gain back my little bit of confident...and

Today, seeing my sisters eating superd lontong in front of me was okay...I wasn't that tempted already.

I am so proud of myself!

But when i just got down from the bus, 2nd sis say...

"aiyoooooooOOOOooooo GIRL ARRRR!!!"

"what?"

"very fat lerr...no waist already larrr...chutchutchut"

"THATS WHY I AM ON DIET LAR! :("

"Never mind larr...(in a low volume) at least boobs got bigger"

"@@"

BIG SWEAT

A reborn for me

I've come to a decision to lose down 8 kgs of fats after see-ing these pictures...

Seriously, i really think I look like a fat pig with other 3 girls so thin surrounding me in the pictures.

Stop saying I like to say im fat although Im not. The fact is, those pictures will convince you that im not exagerating...



Taken last week!



I haven't got myself into such a diet before...ONLY vege and apple everyday...

GOSH life like that is remarkably MISERABLE!!!!!

With my housemate everyday tempt me with delicious food...then ask me to lose down just the tiny 5kgs...then ask me to cook for them... then expecting me not to eat my own food...then midnight eating supper in front of me..then show me her look on how delicious it is...then asked me if i want..then says I've got no determintion to lose down weight when i got tempted...ARRGGGGGGGGGG

Im so tired of all these after just 1 week...I lost only stupid 2kgs so far...DAMN!

Sometimes when im so fedup like now(whole mind thinking of nice nice food), I asked myself why do I care so much...FAT THEN FAT LARR...haih WHO CARES??? GRRRR...

But I am still in the right conscious mind to know that this world is so realistic, oppurtunity comes with 1st impression...

Im gonna make myself prettier...rebond my hair, cut it and dye it at Kimarie probably this Thursday...

A reborn a punishment for myself for all the bad deeds I've done.

The last entry...A conclusion.

Throughout the months in 2007, everyday can be said to be a blast to me. I've done so many things that I think I myself can impossibly do. I've proven so many things to myself. And now, I shall officially call it a stop. I need to get back to the track of my own life, the life that i really wanted.

Tell you, all the bad things that happened didn't and haven't blew me down. In fact, it made me realised im stronger than i think.

After all and all these hilarious irresponsible things happened, I am glad that I've killed my own curiousity out in people and learnt more about the secret that lies between human.

If tomorrow Im dead, I won't regret. Because I've tasted life while im young.

I don't care how people judge me now, because i know somewhere there in this world, there are a few of my very good friends, people who really believe in me, really understand what I am thinking, what I've gone through, have faith in me. For once you were, now you are, and always will be...Cheers my friend! Thank you ;)

Potential lesbian

So many people had told me that I have the potential to become lesbian. 1 of my cousin sister once were so freaking worried after knowing i was single for so long(last time)...then she talked to me, told me not to go to the wrong path, because once I step into the wrong side, there will have no returns even when you regret.

I was in fact myself quite worried too. I still felt a sense of liking towards guy, yes, but I've long ago lost faith in guys community. You can say that maybe i know guys too well, and understand them, or Im born with half the guy's charactor myself.

Since young, I have male friends more than female. They are like a part of me because we can cling together so well. My college mates for instance, never really treated me like a girl.

Yesterday when we talked about this issue with another cousin of mine, his sudden explaination of things made me shudder a little. Because I hardly really need somebody to take care of, and I am more to the take care of people type.

He said I am a combination of male and female, a mental of a man, and a physical of a woman.

Agree?

I think this is bad..."liang tou bu dao an"

***Recently I've become so serious, found out that i talk lesser and lesser these days.***

If 2 things to name that can ruin my life, that will be my own bold charactor and love.

nothing

Step's request for me to write..I told her I've nothing to write about, so she asked me to write nothing ;)

In fact, I've so many short short thoughts to write about. Having that I can't photo blog my LIFE, as the camera isn't working.

Here, Yesterday went to Qbar with bunch of people. It was an unforgetable memory to me,something i personally think very sweet happened.

Basically this whole week is filled with normal-scheduled day. A well get to rest week where i skipped alot of clases, slept alot.

I've got so many thoughts running in my mind now~~

Anyway, Perfect from Judith McNaught is fantastic book!!! I actually cried reading that book...It made me feel like being in love again, coz its SOOOOOO romantic LAAA~~hahha

Kelvin's birthday

Somehow, the 10 of us cannot finish the 12 pieces of specially combined cheeses cakesss from Secret Recipe. So, we let the birthday boy feeds the people he wants to feed just to finish the cakes...And it ended up like this...

Kelvin says, "TO THE HELL, WHO ARE THE PEOPLE KEEP ON SAY WAN DIET? HMMMPP"

I was like, "OHHH OOO"

AND THEN....ARGGG...

I shall let the video do the talking...



I SWEAR 2 MONTHS NO CHEESE CAKE! Till now, my mouth smells cheese @@

In case you are wondering what am I doing at this hour, I am taking a break after a long night with QT(maths). Thanks for the test coming on Saturday~~

No joking, the failing rate for this subject was around 50% from my course, which is said to be the highest rate compared to other business course. Roughly giving you the idea how scary this subject is!

Pieces of it

Too rational sometimes can be suffering, its bad. Too emotional is definately not a good one. I remembered my teacher once told me when me and Hazel was at her house confessing our problems...

She said, "you see, both of you are a combination of 1 too rational, and 1 too emotional... if you 2 can add both together and spread out equally, then things will turn out sweet."

In relationship; family and friends..

I was once too emotional...now, i think im rather too rational...

hahah

Why things just can't turn to be smoother?

When it comes to dealing with humans, things tend to get complicated~

How many people can let down all the pride, ego, and self principles...for just the one in your life?Can you?

Its hard...

yet, there are!

I've seen so many...

I wished i can, and someone can do that to me you know...