Although I am back phsysically, 12.58am, I am a failure, I didn't come back 100%. A part of me was still there. I am shutting a door in my heart, making it a dead end. When is this going to last?
Funnily when I was boarding the bus, guess who I met? Hah, my bro. He sat exactly the same bus, and right beside my seat. Nobody knew he is coming back. So I was dumbstruck.
I never sat so close and so long beside my brother, felt kinda weird. We talk for a few minutes...its hard to find a common conversation. I dislike talking with him. But it was kind of great to have a kin sitting next to you when you are so down.
The whole family was so surprised and almost cried. Bro was caught back, for working in UK. Was in jail for a day...then sent back here...He didn't want anybody to worry, or trouble picking him up, so he did everything on his own.
Mum just got back a few minutes ago. She gave bro a hug. I was upstair, she was damn happy, almost cried. Bro was the family's treasure. For this, I am glad that he comes back. Coz he manage to bring some warmth to the family. Mum came up, damn happy. They thought we arranged all these, although I explained its not. Its purely coincidence. Anyway, mum gave me a hug too. I almost cried doing that. Its been so long since I was sincerely hug by her, and I really need a hug for the time being. Really glad my bro comes back.
Back to the square, before I came back, Vivien said, running away is not a way to solve problem. And I told her, thats the last thing I am able to do now. Yeah, indeed. This 2 sentence exactly mean how I felt now. Sorry for making you guys worry. I will be alright. Soon.
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erm..happy jiu happy lo..y use "damn" o..so rude o..when talking bout family don use rude word ba..no more warm feeling lo after c tht word..
p.s: if u need hug..i'm sure many ppl can give u d..don shut urself behind d door..btw..i'm talking about myself who r going 2 give u tht hug..u know who i mean anyway..
take care..
n hey..b more optimistic la..u r a different ppl wif who i met in real life..which 1 is u actually?? where is d bright n charming cheryl tht i know gone?? com'on..chill gal..u can nvr feel other things or c other things if u live inside ur own world..get up on ur feet asap! i know this need some time..but..hurry up..there'r many good things waiting 4 u in front of u..gogogo n get them~ lol
running away dont seems to be something i would expect you to do.
kinda disapointed.
sometimes, during the nite, i would look out my window to have a peep at yours, seeing whether you're asleep or not.
but i guess, ther wont be lights coming out of you window any time soon.
but some how, your absence, saves up some electricity & water. HAHA!!
chill.... n take care.
i will try hard to miss you.
while you shud try hard not to miss me.
Pig, damn to me is just a phrase. Just like you guys scolding bad words all over while playing dota. Chill la....don't take it so seriously mar...
Anonymous : DON'T PEEP ME! Admit it, you miss me, thats why you drop by. Rmb to finish the apples ok? hehe Love you la...
wow... the possibility to get that kinda chances is a million to one.@@
u r damn shit lucky.
cheer up!
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