Friendship come and go

So many times, i thought i've known a person like for a lifetime. Knew one from inside out. I believe this occurs to everyone before. But it happens too many times on me till now, i believe nothing is for sure anymore. Once in standard 2, i remembered Wong and Teo, we used to be 3 in a group, stick together through thick and thin, although quarrels do happened, but we seems closer than real sisters, hatred doesn't stayed overnight.

Then, Wong shifted to JB if i wasn't mistaken, after that we lost touched. My life goes further on primary school till lower secondary, i then stick together with Manjit, an punjabi friend, and Michelle, a typical innocent girl. People wear different view on us, weird to describe better, for an indian stay so close to chinese. We study together, have the same aim, to strive in studies, and to have fun in life. We were the only non malays in TIGS (my secondary school), afternoon session. TIGS for your information, is a top school in Batu Pahat, so there are classes called RKM 1 & 2. Its for the top student who got straight A's in UPSR(primary school examination). I didn't do well, WE didn't do well, so we were ended up being in afternoon session, 3 of us, where the other chineses were all in RKM.

The teachers all see us like 3 aliens stuck in afternoon session. But that, bide us together. Choral Speaking, made us even closer, we manage to merge as the top 5 finalist in Malaysia. Michelle then, got straight A's in PMR. So she was then being transfered to Science 1, me, Science 2, Manjit who didn't do that well went to Science 3. How cruel is life.

I begin a new life in Science 2, with the another one chinese girl who fell the same fate as me, 6A's 1 B. Our thoughts are different, but im forced to being close with her. Again, drama competition came into our life in form 4. A group of 15, went till Kelantan, Zone C Malaysia 1st runner up. After it finish, it finished.

I was then elected president for Interact, lucky me. GOt to know some new friends. A number of them. Gott really close. People like Elaine and Hanjin who were my sisters, Jason the council president while im the deputy president, Lifong and Yong wee as far as Yong Peng and alot more...

Again, i thought they are going to be my lifetime friends. But it was gone again after our presidency in Interact ended. We lost touched because everyone was busy preparing for exams, then further studies. When i was preparing to further my study, Wendy and Hazel came into my life. Glad that till now we still keep in touch. I darenot hope that this will last, but i only say, i appreaciate those moment we spent together just to have a talk or the effort made by them when im at most downwards part of my life.

College then gathered a group of friends. I thought even if it will go gone, will have to wait for another 3 years. Because worse to worse, we will need to stay together in a deserted place, Sg LOng, want or do not want. But you cannot predict life how good you think you are, how intimate a friendship will be, maybe its heaven's will, we were apart. Vivien left us, she passed the exam. All of us failed.

Not the end yet, but half the year we are apart from 1 year friendship. What is in your mind? Like a wet paper let dried for 1 hour then splash water on it for half an hour, to test whether it tore. Yes, it tore. But not the whole paper gone. Some were still there, but most change.

Sigh...