Stupid

Stupid can be happy. However smart the person is, they hope they can laugh at silly jokes and hope for simple dreams. But they can't. THats something sad. Agree?

Haih, i am so free over the week. No more presentation and test. By this means my final is approaching. I gave myself a big break for this week, and then, I'll have to speed a little to catch up with my studies. Final on Mid-end April.

Zodiac for rabbit says that this year, we are better off stay happy being single. hahaaa Men can be so bad u know? Arrggg... I loves smart man. But im scared im being cheated. How?

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I WANNA GET A SONY CYBERSHOT DSC-T100!!!!!!!!





Its so nice isn't it????

I will get it 1 day...

1 day..yeah!

thanks to yap keong~

Yap Keong's blog

I have test at 2pm, presentation at 6pm.

Feel ultimately proud that im entertaining YOU! Well, since u entertained me yesterday when i was so bored~

But i seriously can't think of 6 weird things about myself lar... I AM A NORMAL PEOPLE WHAT...hiak hiak hiak

THe game goes like this, list out the 6 weird things about yourself, then tag another 6 people to write another 6 weird things, and list out the rules.

It started from Joanne who tagged YK. Joanne's blog


Weird thing number 1
Haihhh i really can't think of any~~

okay...maybe this is weird, i loves mirror. I can tune on my ipod, loud loud...and i dance myself in front of the mirror. In another way, i am actually convincing myself that im pretty, and im exercising PLUS learning how to dance better since i dance sucks!

I also look at myself in the bathroom, appreaciating the beauty of god's creation. AHaaa with messy messy hair~ YUMMY....

Weird thing number 2
I don dare to show BPians the crazy side of me. I just realised that myself also. It just happened that, that night when we were clubbing, 1st time ever with BPians, all SENIORS SOMEMORE...I donno how should i act. Coz BPians know the more serious side of me. And that kind of event, just made me so lost, didn't know what to do. So that night, I just keep pouring + act serious.

Weird thing number 3
A stupid sincere sorry can melts my heart. I am someone very forgiving. Even when u don't apologise, I will forgive you. My angry towards people(if happen) won't last for a day. A sorry after you've done something to me would actually made me feel guilty for making you feeling so bad to the extend of apologising...

Weird thing number 4
I really treated my hippo as living creature...a part of me. I will miss him(seriously). Hug him once i saw him and talk to him when we are alone. He sleeps beside me everynight whenever possible. Few months ago, during my dad's dead anniversary, we published it on the newspaper...I initially wanted to put hippo's name on it. But of course, mum and sisses forbid it.

Weird thing number 5
I don like wearing clothes in the bathroom after bathing. Normally i will only bring towel to the bathroom when im at kl, nothing when im at bp. So i will come out naked...nicely slowly wear my clothes in my room. Accidents do happen. Many people saw me naked already. Ahaaa....the worst case so far is, my friend's dad saw me running out of the bathroom to get something, and he just stunned there and i pretended he wasn't there, gracefully walk back to the toilet(what else can i do?). At his house! We pretended nothing happened after that. Luckily he is a nice guy! :p

Weird thing number 6
I collect perfumes...Its so weird to spend so much on perfume, keeping it in the drawer rite?...I have Gucci's envy me, Versache's bright Crystal(I have 2), DKNY's be delicious ( I have 2), Davidoff's cool water, 212 Carolina Herrera's On Ice. Sequence starts from the best i like. SO i have 7 bottles all together, I think i use a lifetime also cannot finish~ (tips: For men, use Polo's Double Black. It smells SOOOOO F*CKING NICE!)

Tagged
Stephanie
Sharman
Hui Xin
HanJin
Ivan
Brien

F*ck, its 1.25pm already~~

My friends!!!

A friend in need, indeed

Im so proud of them...

If you remember this post...ITS HER!

A Respectable Person

Btw, congrats to most of you, who did so well in stpm, u guys arr....stpm result like upsr result wan, all not 4 As den 5 As. *pening*

On diet process~

What can you eat when you really on a serious diet??

NOTHING!

You can't eat bread, biscuit, etc (flour), no sweet stuff as sugar will make you fat, nothing rich in carborhydrate and protein, so you can't eat rice meat as well, of coz no oily food, butter...

ALL YOU CAN EAT IS...

VEGETABLES

THe 1st 2 weeks was horrible. I think that was the worse thing I've done to myself...Its both mental and physical torture... I am so used to eating supper that I seriously find life very stupid for me to diet like this.

With people tempting me, I was crying and shaking myself inside, asking why am I making myself like this.

Before this...

I will not eat breakfast, my 1st meal will start with lunch, then grabbing tibits or anything that can be reached when Im at home, then dinner at around 8pm or later, then supper...

I was so used to this schedule..and suddenly I will have to eat breakfast, I can't eat anything after 7pm, ate only vege for breakfast, then apples and tomatoes(its nice!! and good for your skin)

In the begining I don even feel like eating breakfast...Now, every night im looking forward to the next morning..WHY? Simply because im allowed to eat, filling my stomach!!!

THe most miserable part was at night, after 9pm, I felt damn much like eating...And my beloved housemates will start eating right in front of me. Challenge me at the time when i was at my weakest.

Determination in the end still won the battle. Mc(a housemate) just knew me so well that she manage to keep me not eating. And thank you for my housemates and their boyfriends for listening to my frowns and complaints. I know its irritating..haha

After getting a little bit of result, I gain back my little bit of confident...and

Today, seeing my sisters eating superd lontong in front of me was okay...I wasn't that tempted already.

I am so proud of myself!

But when i just got down from the bus, 2nd sis say...

"aiyoooooooOOOOooooo GIRL ARRRR!!!"

"what?"

"very fat lerr...no waist already larrr...chutchutchut"

"THATS WHY I AM ON DIET LAR! :("

"Never mind larr...(in a low volume) at least boobs got bigger"

"@@"

BIG SWEAT

A reborn for me

I've come to a decision to lose down 8 kgs of fats after see-ing these pictures...

Seriously, i really think I look like a fat pig with other 3 girls so thin surrounding me in the pictures.

Stop saying I like to say im fat although Im not. The fact is, those pictures will convince you that im not exagerating...



Taken last week!



I haven't got myself into such a diet before...ONLY vege and apple everyday...

GOSH life like that is remarkably MISERABLE!!!!!

With my housemate everyday tempt me with delicious food...then ask me to lose down just the tiny 5kgs...then ask me to cook for them... then expecting me not to eat my own food...then midnight eating supper in front of me..then show me her look on how delicious it is...then asked me if i want..then says I've got no determintion to lose down weight when i got tempted...ARRGGGGGGGGGG

Im so tired of all these after just 1 week...I lost only stupid 2kgs so far...DAMN!

Sometimes when im so fedup like now(whole mind thinking of nice nice food), I asked myself why do I care so much...FAT THEN FAT LARR...haih WHO CARES??? GRRRR...

But I am still in the right conscious mind to know that this world is so realistic, oppurtunity comes with 1st impression...

Im gonna make myself prettier...rebond my hair, cut it and dye it at Kimarie probably this Thursday...

A reborn a punishment for myself for all the bad deeds I've done.

The last entry...A conclusion.

Throughout the months in 2007, everyday can be said to be a blast to me. I've done so many things that I think I myself can impossibly do. I've proven so many things to myself. And now, I shall officially call it a stop. I need to get back to the track of my own life, the life that i really wanted.

Tell you, all the bad things that happened didn't and haven't blew me down. In fact, it made me realised im stronger than i think.

After all and all these hilarious irresponsible things happened, I am glad that I've killed my own curiousity out in people and learnt more about the secret that lies between human.

If tomorrow Im dead, I won't regret. Because I've tasted life while im young.

I don't care how people judge me now, because i know somewhere there in this world, there are a few of my very good friends, people who really believe in me, really understand what I am thinking, what I've gone through, have faith in me. For once you were, now you are, and always will be...Cheers my friend! Thank you ;)

Potential lesbian

So many people had told me that I have the potential to become lesbian. 1 of my cousin sister once were so freaking worried after knowing i was single for so long(last time)...then she talked to me, told me not to go to the wrong path, because once I step into the wrong side, there will have no returns even when you regret.

I was in fact myself quite worried too. I still felt a sense of liking towards guy, yes, but I've long ago lost faith in guys community. You can say that maybe i know guys too well, and understand them, or Im born with half the guy's charactor myself.

Since young, I have male friends more than female. They are like a part of me because we can cling together so well. My college mates for instance, never really treated me like a girl.

Yesterday when we talked about this issue with another cousin of mine, his sudden explaination of things made me shudder a little. Because I hardly really need somebody to take care of, and I am more to the take care of people type.

He said I am a combination of male and female, a mental of a man, and a physical of a woman.

Agree?

I think this is bad..."liang tou bu dao an"

***Recently I've become so serious, found out that i talk lesser and lesser these days.***

If 2 things to name that can ruin my life, that will be my own bold charactor and love.

nothing

Step's request for me to write..I told her I've nothing to write about, so she asked me to write nothing ;)

In fact, I've so many short short thoughts to write about. Having that I can't photo blog my LIFE, as the camera isn't working.

Here, Yesterday went to Qbar with bunch of people. It was an unforgetable memory to me,something i personally think very sweet happened.

Basically this whole week is filled with normal-scheduled day. A well get to rest week where i skipped alot of clases, slept alot.

I've got so many thoughts running in my mind now~~

Anyway, Perfect from Judith McNaught is fantastic book!!! I actually cried reading that book...It made me feel like being in love again, coz its SOOOOOO romantic LAAA~~hahha

Kelvin's birthday

Somehow, the 10 of us cannot finish the 12 pieces of specially combined cheeses cakesss from Secret Recipe. So, we let the birthday boy feeds the people he wants to feed just to finish the cakes...And it ended up like this...

Kelvin says, "TO THE HELL, WHO ARE THE PEOPLE KEEP ON SAY WAN DIET? HMMMPP"

I was like, "OHHH OOO"

AND THEN....ARGGG...

I shall let the video do the talking...



I SWEAR 2 MONTHS NO CHEESE CAKE! Till now, my mouth smells cheese @@

In case you are wondering what am I doing at this hour, I am taking a break after a long night with QT(maths). Thanks for the test coming on Saturday~~

No joking, the failing rate for this subject was around 50% from my course, which is said to be the highest rate compared to other business course. Roughly giving you the idea how scary this subject is!

Pieces of it

Too rational sometimes can be suffering, its bad. Too emotional is definately not a good one. I remembered my teacher once told me when me and Hazel was at her house confessing our problems...

She said, "you see, both of you are a combination of 1 too rational, and 1 too emotional... if you 2 can add both together and spread out equally, then things will turn out sweet."

In relationship; family and friends..

I was once too emotional...now, i think im rather too rational...

hahah

Why things just can't turn to be smoother?

When it comes to dealing with humans, things tend to get complicated~

How many people can let down all the pride, ego, and self principles...for just the one in your life?Can you?

Its hard...

yet, there are!

I've seen so many...

I wished i can, and someone can do that to me you know...