To me, Relationship is like a battle for girls...
IN the very begining, when u 1st sense the feeling of love and being love...you thought love is just so pure and beautiful...you believe that the world is beautiful and amazing. But later, you found that it is not that simple. You gave up.
After you calm down and think about everything that had happened, you regreted...you thought you shouldn't have given up so easily because nothing comes easy...but it was too late for you to realise...
Then, you started another relationship. A relation that you think can give you a more secure feel. And later you found that you trusted a wrong person. He was another rascal although he seems to be very good. The 2nd relationship was a mess. You learn not to judge a book by its cover. But you didn't dare to give up for you were afraid to make the same mistake 2nd time. So you told yourself to be patient. Believes love can change a man. Ended up, you found that is impossible. NO man can bear years and years of changing because of their loves one. Because by the time, they won't love you already.
After thinking much...you thought love is to give. Not acting childish. Love required trust not questioning. Love needs patient and benovelence. Talk things out when you were unhappy not quarrel...and being mature in a relationship.
But guys later take advantage of you mature-ness. Not appreaciating and taking it for granted. Thought you wouldn't be angry while actually you are crying at home. Didn't dare to show your angriness and sadness. Not because of what, because all you wanted is this relationship to be better. Acting calm, pretending nothing happened.
So should be carry on?
AHAH go to temple and be a nun better...
After everything...trying again and again...i got a conclusion. THE SERIOUSNESS, taking a relationship seriosuly will only make you sad and depressed for a meaningless meaning. ALthough i choose to believe and believe, again and again...im so tired of waiting, hoping, listening, keep going...
I found that the Cheryl without anyone, who goes out there fooling around, getting a few hours fake-loves is so much more happier, exciting and free of worrieis. At least, you don't hope for that kind of relation. You don't sad for it.
Life is so fake.
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hehe nice post. its been quite long since i gave u a comment. for wht i think maybe u can fool around or having fun with your friends now is nice but then when it comes to a point u will need to settle down and hunt for ur another partner. Maybe u will feel excited or fun by doing so but then this is only temporary and you are still young :> to make any serious decision yet. Alwiz bear in mind that, ur age is catching up and glory days for gals aint very long. So betta be safe than be sorry faster get a BF :P hehe. (Self Exp)
muaahahahah u sounded like an old man laa...can't believe u will said this to me. Blek
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