Its hard to understand but i give it a shot

Needless to explain, being disturb halfway when you are studying is something very &*#$^@#*@#)($@^

1 mum told her relatives "He study late at night because he said night time no people disturb and can study better"

another mum said "This ahh beng arr everytime sleep late late, wake u in the evening, like zombie now already"

FElLOW readers, done with my statement. Do you see any difference in my 2 stories? If you said no, means this never occurs to you. If your answer is yes...follow me. You will understand better i hope.

To people who don understand, 1 mum totally understand that his son needs to study late at night and she obviously feel very proud with her own son because he was studying.

THe 2nd statement's son explain to his mum...By studying at midnight, you won't be disturb...later you called "ah bengg aaarrr, come do this come do that" WTF? Addition to that very important point, midnight will not have any other entertainment! ONline? no people will online at that hour..TV? What kind of lousy show on tv at this hour? GO out? So late where you wan to go...Eat? No people cook for you, and you won't want to wake up the whole house...WHAT ELSE can you do except for sitting there obediently and study? WHereas if you do it in day light, they will be plenty of nice movies, car and places for you to go out, foods, and everything..."

ANd the 2nd mum angrily said..." Why can't he study in daylight? Its so unhealty to study midnight, sleep in the morning until evening. What kind of life. And later complain, here pain there pain...If he tells me he wants to study, I WON DISTURB him want..."

So, 2nd mother refuse to understand. As if he really won't disturb. Im so sad.....

Sad not because of she will disturb or not. But WHen you are doing something good(studying) your mum isn't proud of you when other peopls's mum can. Is okay that she isn't proud of you and instead feel shame, but worse is, she tells all your aunties and uncles, to make them have bad impression on you.

You can't help but feeling VERY sad, when everyone else in your circle think that this girl is smart, while the people closest to you felt ashame of you okay? sigh

If you don't understand my feeling, you are going to think im making small fuss up. NO, every little words will not be small if it is spoken out from your closest people. I guess that applies to me...yes? no? tell me...

For you information, now is 1.31pm. I slept at 6sth this morning, studying psychology...and my mum just wake me up to answer the Tm's survey because she don't understand malay/english. I was damn fedup. BEcause only yesterday she said, she will not disturb if i told her im studying. So what if im studying not sleeping at this hour and told her not to disturb me? Will she knock my door and wake me up because nobody else was at home at the hour? SO am i being disturb when im studying?