Thursday, September 01, 2011

At the same point

I know I am still circling at the same point, refuse to go out of it. I still cry every night, asking why, why all these have to happen to me??

Sigh

What is wrong with me? Can somebody tell me? Why its just me? again and again...

I didn't believe he can be this cruel...at some moment when I am really depress, I really felt like dying right in front of him... But frankly, I am scared that he would not even care at all.

You know, at times of so so down time, when he and I are so messed up, perhaps this is the time that we really evaluate the other, after seeing that person's ups and down...whether or not we can still accept each other or we condemn and judge each other through the last thing did.


3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Well, Cheryl dun felt depress, is just growing up process,, love, friendship is just understand process, dying may not the solution of everything! You still young, life to have stories, high n low is goods, otherwise you won't grown up. You are very smart girl do cheer up. Do alot of cooking instead! life is like a recipe test, mixes, understand, fails, improved and taste success. Crying, may not help u much, stand up, do wat you wish, no for others, but yourself, life is short, so appreciate every minute you will find one loving you. Bye, mike

Anonymous said...

Cheryl, cheer up and be strong. There's no better reason to be hurt because of one person, always remember that you have more people that cared about you out there.
-Darrius

Anonymous said...

Be strong my gal...
A lot of people love you out there...
**Muaks~~** Sukyen