Skeptical

When spotlights shine on you,
1) ppl are watching ur every move, waiting for tiniest mistake to happen. Watch out for every move. Stay low.

2) do what u do and grab whatever opportunity happens, ignores ppl judgement.

3) im so scared now..all highlights on me. Not knowing whats behind the story always kept me imagining. .imagining myself means negative..im a faithless person..

This should all be good..im going Dubai this sunday.

I am doing something so extra ordinary. I like it, although I am scared, aren't sure whether this is right or wrong, but I just knew so well that I am enjoying it. Afraid of the "if" it didn't turn out well FEAR....

I guess I've just ignore the whole world, dump all the worries and enjoy what it is now. So far so good. Thank god I manage to let go of all the fearful past. I am truly glad and I am living.

Promoted

Its the year end and its time for appraisal... hope I am able to fast forward the track...

I really wish I could..

Wish me super luck ~

Days

Heavy rain..another fantastic day.. Dono why work seems to be pilling up and up, and I really doubt if I can cope it..

I am an extremist!

I am a weird person..when I can't be sure about I would be happy picking calls, going out, or unhappy settling at home, I set my hp into airplane mode. Until I'm sure I can take either 1, This is not the first time I'm doing such a weird thing.. Like I can't decide whether this guy is good or not, I keep myself away from all the guys.. Yeah~! I jus need a he'll peaceful life. So if u love me, please stay away!

Needs vs desire

What we need and what we really wanted sometimes, is so far apart. Huge gap.

Maybe...I had always been finding what I wanted, and never did I realized what I really needed. After I found what I need, I lost what I want. And there it goes, vice versa.

Then, balance comes in.

Balance is like perfection. Impossible to reach.

A courage

Love requires alot of courage...and I had been questioning myself, what am I searching for?

I had always known clear what I want and what I need. But I tried and it always ended up a failure. This time, I make a 180degree turn. Lets see what will happen...